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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
I want a partner too. It would be nice to not die alone. I have messaged with a few ppl, but nothing really coming from it, they are too far away and I have tricky situation to deal with as far as traveling myself... I need someone in FL or who can come to FL and is serious. I thought I had found one, but he quit messaging me, lol...
Have you ever considered having a webcam partner on this? Actually meeting up is so difficult, but a face-to-face discussion on webcam may be a good step inbetween. I've considered that - but I have never gotten that far
 
Al0neAlwayz

Al0neAlwayz

In the end, it doesn't even matter...
Sep 10, 2022
65
Have you ever considered having a webcam partner on this? Actually meeting up is so difficult, but a face-to-face discussion on webcam may be a good step inbetween. I've considered that - but I have never gotten that far
I don't have a webcam :/ But I prefer in person anyway. But thank you for the suggestion :)
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Partnering could be a problem. How do you know that the person(s), you're speaking with actually want to ctb, and not rape, or rob you? How do you KNOW they are not going to traffic you for prostitution? Or worse how do you know it is not a trap set by some do-gooder to save you in the name of Jesus hallajuhaja!
 
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ever so lonely

terry joseph williams
Apr 17, 2022
282
i cant imagine this being a place of hook ups lol, most of us are suicidal, no exactly conducive to good dating boundaries, maybe it has happened tho ?, who knows love can be found in some very strange places, me i just want to get hold of some n, i am far too old at 39 for dating lol
 
hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
I think I would like it, if it was with a woman and if there was a good relationship before (not necessarily romantic). Wonder about which method would be better. One possible drawback is that relatives could think that the other person pushed me or could get shocked because they see I died in the company of apparently a total stranger.
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
i cant imagine this being a place of hook ups lol, most of us are suicidal, no exactly conducive to good dating boundaries, maybe it has happened tho ?, who knows love can be found in some very strange places, me i just want to get hold of some n, i am far too old at 39 for dating lol
No! Your not too old, hell I'm 63! :o
 
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madiroze

Member
Feb 5, 2022
89
I would have a fear of CTB'ing with someone and then they don't go through with it after you take N for example and then you're dying in front of someone who has power over you in your most vulnerable state. The whole thing just freaks me out and I would never 100% trust someone to CTB with me, you just never know what people's true intentions are and especially on a site like this where there are known people who have tried to prey on the vulnerable and lonely.

I also think a site like this could attract those with some sort of death fetish, i.e. watching someone die.

Not trying to bash this place, I love it for being the only outlet where I can truly express myself and meet others who feel comfortable enough to drop all the social pretence but I do not trust anyone here or outside of it with my life and my death.
 
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