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JJ53
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- Aug 19, 2024
- 27
I certainly have. At this point, I don't think I'll ever achieve a healthy, functioning relationship. I've hurt so many beautiful people who didn't deserve that. A lot of people I went to high school with are getting engaged now, and I envy them, as I know it's something I'll never have due to BPD, which screws everything up for me. I think I'll be okay for the next few years as I'll be studying, which will be a good distraction, but I know I'm going to struggle after that.