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Qevyn

Member
Aug 25, 2024
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For a long time (I cannot remember when I first did) I have fantasized that someone found a way to time-travel & I had access to it so I could go back to where/when my parents met & stop them from meeting somehow. Anyone else?
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Similar fantasies but about kicking my own ass to make different decisions that didn't royally mess me up now
 
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agony1996

Student
Jul 8, 2024
144
I wish I could travel back in time to a place when I was happy
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,075
When asked what I want for my birthday I usually answer "a time machine".
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,151
I understand, I want it to be like I never existed as well. More than anything I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I was never meant for that only ever caused me to suffer, I wish I just stayed permanently unaware as never existing would have prevented all this suffering.
 
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esistzeit

INFINITY
Jul 17, 2024
118
One thought that has entertained me dearly for the past couple of months is that of, upon death, going to a different timeline.

Of all the infinite possible arrangements of matter in the universe, there are most certainly numerous ones that please me.

I will go to one of my choosing, at the age of 5, keeping all the knowledge and memories that I've acquired in this timeline (minus the emotions attached to them) and I will be able to do it right this time around.

The more I think about it the more it makes sense. How many things in life work out in the first try? Why would life itself be any different? Maybe the reason why I failed so much is because this is my first try; the second run will be way smoother and happier. Believe it!
 
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Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
similar sort of thing, I wish I could time travel back to when I was about 6 years old but with everything I know now. I've made alot of mistakes in my life that I cannot change or fix.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
One thought that has entertained me dearly for the past couple of months is that of, upon death, going to a different timeline.

Of all the infinite possible arrangements of matter in the universe, there are most certainly numerous ones that please me.

I will go to one of my choosing, at the age of 5, keeping all the knowledge and memories that I've acquired in this timeline (minus the emotions attached to them) and I will be able to do it right this time around.

The more I think about it the more it makes sense. How many things in life work out in the first try? Why would life itself be any different? Maybe the reason why I failed so much is because this is my first try; the second run will be way smoother and happier. Believe it!
I love this. The more you play the game the better you get. I will try and manifest the energy to believe this during my death. 😎
 
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