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Rabbit&Blackberry

Rabbit&Blackberry

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Apr 9, 2025
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Another year has gone by and Im still alone. 2018 was the last birthday I had friends around me. Not sure how to celebrate today. I went to the park on my bike and bought myself a slice of cake.

Ive been looking at people from my highschool's instagram pages, and what they do on their birthdays. I wish I was like them. I wish I had people who liked being around me.

I had a few messaged from family members, which was nice.

I think i will ctb soon.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,590
Happy online Birthday.
Another year has gone by and Im still alone. 2018 was the last birthday I had friends around me. Not sure how to celebrate today. I went to the park on my bike and bought myself a slice of cake.

Ive been looking at people from my highschool's instagram pages, and what they do on their birthdays. I wish I was like them. I wish I had people who liked being around me.

I had a few messaged from family members, which was nice.

I think i will ctb soon.
A wee photo of my old dog, to cheer you up in the absence of a card. IMG 0790
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
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♥♥♫♪Happy Birthday to you ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Happy Birthday dear Blackberry!!!!! ♥♥♫♪Happy Birthday to you ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ ⠀

I know what it's like to feel alone and abandoned by others. To never feel good enough for a group of friends. I'm sorry you're hurting like this.

Here's a birthday cupcake, just for you. :)
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
110
happy birthday ♡ giving you so much love and hugs 🎈
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Warlock
Nov 25, 2024
752
Happy birthday, and may your wishes come true. Sending you an e-hug to make you feel less alone :hug:
 
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Bradux512

Member
Apr 22, 2025
20
Another year has gone by and Im still alone. 2018 was the last birthday I had friends around me. Not sure how to celebrate today. I went to the park on my bike and bought myself a slice of cake.

Ive been looking at people from my highschool's instagram pages, and what they do on their birthdays. I wish I was like them. I wish I had people who liked being around me.

I had a few messaged from family members, which was nice.

I think i will ctb soon.
🥳🥳🥳🥳happy birthday! You have a cyber friend right here 🙋.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,553
Happy Birthday.
If it counts for anything, this community says HI.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Student
Mar 15, 2025
175
Happy Birthday!
I don't celebrate mine at all. I was raised Jehovah's Witness. They say birthdays are evil. Now that I'm free of that and could, I don't even care. But I'm sorry for the pain you feel on your birthday, no one deserves that.
 
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