Hanging turned out to be way trickier than I thought, so I decided to stick with SN. Ordered SN today.

[CloseFriendofCamus]

After bothering so much with hanging, waiting weeks for normal ropes to be delivered to me, obsessing over techniques, knot tying, and having to hurt my legs and body to crawl through shitty forest in order to find a high enough tree, I decided to stick with SN.

Ordered a 200 gram bag today, 99% purity. Also ordered AE, anticid and pills to ease up the heart rate, as recommended by my very good friend.

The waiting has begun, and I'm just browsing SN threads now.

So tired of life. So tired of existing. Every day hurts.

I hope I die soon. I am very determined to go through the very end.

I wish everyone good luck with their methods and let everyone find their eternal and well deserved peace.

Don't know why I shared this, but maybe someone will read it.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I've been considering both, like drink the SN then quickly full-hang, just to make sure it's 100% the first and last time I try to CTB!

 

[CloseFriendofCamus]

I've been considering both, like drink the SN then quickly full-hang, just to make sure it's 100% the first and last time I try to CTB!

Doesn't sound like a good plan to be honest, sorry

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Doesn't sound like a good plan to be honest, sorry

any reason why you think this?

 

[CloseFriendofCamus]

any reason why you think this?

Hanging causes hypoxia like SN, but you also compress your neck, if you throw up SN, you're going to be covered in vomit or just choke on it... Since you can't open your mouth much...

i don't know, I am not a doctor

it is your choice after all

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Hanging causes hypoxia like SN, but you also compress your neck, if you throw up SN, you're going to be covered in vomit or just choke on it... Since you can't open your mouth much...

i don't know, I am not a doctor

it is your choice after all

fair enough - if it increases the chance that I die, I'm all for it!

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hanging causes hypoxia like SN, but you also compress your neck, if you throw up SN, you're going to be covered in vomit or just choke on it... Since you can't open your mouth much...

i don't know, I am not a doctor

it is your choice after all

If you choke on your vomit, you'll die. It won't be pleasant, but it'd get the job done.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging really does sound like such a difficult and horrible way to leave this world, in my opinion. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I am also tired. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope you find relief from pain.

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

I've been considering both, like drink the SN then quickly full-hang, just to make sure it's 100% the first and last time I try to CTB!

I've considered a triple play approach for maximum reliability. Drink SN while set up for full hanging and pull the trigger. At the very least, the gunshot to the head should cause instant loss of consciousness activating the hanging and allowing one to avoid being aware of the effects of the SN and hanging if the gunshot was ineffective for bringing the end. Obviously would need to be done in the woods for maximum reliability of not being "rescued"

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I've considered a triple play approach for maximum reliability. Drink SN while set up for full hanging and pull the trigger. At the very least, the gunshot to the head should cause instant loss of consciousness activating the hanging and allowing one to avoid being aware of the effects of the SN and hanging if the gunshot was ineffective for bringing the end. Obviously would need to be done in the woods for maximum reliability of not being "rescued"

I understand precisely! It's difficult to imagine how this could fail. Why take the risk for a 'peaceful' end, that could result in surviving but them being in a worse situation than before?

 

[snapdragon]

I wish for peaceful, like many I'm so tired. I feel like every thread of my being is tired and wants to just leave all this crazy the world has became. I don't like leaving my home and I go for days struggling to just get motivated to do 1 simple thing. It's exhausting….I wish the best for all on here.

 

[Banshee]

After bothering so much with hanging, waiting weeks for normal ropes to be delivered to me, obsessing over techniques, knot tying, and having to hurt my legs and body to crawl through shitty forest in order to find a high enough tree, I decided to stick with SN.

Ordered a 200 gram bag today, 99% purity. Also ordered AE, anticid and pills to ease up the heart rate, as recommended by my very good friend.

The waiting has begun, and I'm just browsing SN threads now.

So tired of life. So tired of existing. Every day hurts.

I hope I die soon. I am very determined to go through the very end.

I wish everyone good luck with their methods and let everyone find their eternal and well deserved peace.

Don't know why I shared this, but maybe someone will read it.

To me it's the opposite. SN seems way too confusing and annoying to plan. First, trying to score the stuff off some mystery person on the internet using crypto, hope it actually shows up via mailman and not law enforcement ready to straight jacket me, somehow get the other meds required, fast, measure a plan out all these drinks and concoctions, then hoping SI doesn't kick in when you start turning blue and nodding off.

Hanging.. Go to the store, buy strongest rope they have, tie it to literally anything that's structurally sound, put it around my neck and then yeet myself off. As long as the drop is higher than 20ft I'm either going to break my neck, suffocate, or even better, lose my head lol.

 

[Born2bealoser]

After bothering so much with hanging, waiting weeks for normal ropes to be delivered to me, obsessing over techniques, knot tying, and having to hurt my legs and body to crawl through shitty forest in order to find a high enough tree, I decided to stick with SN.

Ordered a 200 gram bag today, 99% purity. Also ordered AE, anticid and pills to ease up the heart rate, as recommended by my very good friend.

The waiting has begun, and I'm just browsing SN threads now.

So tired of life. So tired of existing. Every day hurts.

I hope I die soon. I am very determined to go through the very end.

I wish everyone good luck with their methods and let everyone find their eternal and well deserved peace.

Don't know why I shared this, but maybe someone will read it.

I did antifreeze....that was so painful, I did the carbon monoxide with the car, and the BBQ, tried hanging rope broke. Still here hating everyday. I just want to get SN, but can't find a source. Next is smash my car into a bridge.