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SadGirl

SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
451
Hanging I need tips for today, I'm thinking of stuffing myself with Rivotril, and doing the partial. Can someone help me ?
 
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Kyoko shima

Kyoko shima

Drifting in the void.
Jan 6, 2023
10
Hanging I need tips for today, I'm thinking of stuffing myself with Rivotril, and doing the partial. Can someone help me ?
Hey i hope it went well, if you succeeded.
 
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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

The one and only
Mar 7, 2022
167
What do you need help with?
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
May you find True Peace <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,743
I've never even attempted before, that method scares me a lot as I would fear something going wrong if I tried to go through with it. It's really unfortunate how it's this difficult to die but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
I've never even attempted before, that method scares me a lot as I would fear something going wrong if I tried to go through with it. It's really unfortunate how it's this difficult to die but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
I tried hanging twice it is easy when you think about it but after you put the rope around your neck and put your whole body weight on your neck it is so pain full and miserable it took me several minutes to lift my feet of the chair I was standing and freely suspend even then I couldn't stay I that state for more than 5 seconds when you start to feel dizzy and your brain start to spin you may be forced to put your feet back on the chair I have given up this method.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
451
I tried hanging twice it is easy when you think about it but after you put the rope around your neck and put your whole body weight on your neck it is so pain full and miserable it took me several minutes to lift my feet of the chair I was standing and freely suspend even then I couldn't stay I that state for more than 5 seconds when you start to feel dizzy and your brain start to spin you may be forced to put your feet back on the chair I have given up this method.
First, just say I'm alive and well. I really didn't want to kill myself. And yes, that's exactly how it looks, it's really hard to die. I don't want to die, and I won't CTB. I was sad that day and I wanted to feel the feeling. Thank you for your care and concern, I feel very welcome here. Hugs to you all.
 
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Looking

Looking

Looking for the answer.
Jan 16, 2023
245
First, just say I'm alive and well. I really didn't want to kill myself. And yes, that's exactly how it looks, it's really hard to die. I don't want to die, and I won't CTB. I was sad that day and I wanted to feel the feeling. Thank you for your care and concern, I feel very welcome here. Hugs to you all.
Honestly, I'm glad you recognized that. I've struggled a few times where I've struggled with understanding if CTBing was what I really wanted to do in that moment. Glad you're well.
 
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6Judas6

Member
Feb 15, 2020
36
I hope you succeed in your "suicidal" objectives. Have a good trip
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
First, just say I'm alive and well. I really didn't want to kill myself. And yes, that's exactly how it looks, it's really hard to die. I don't want to die, and I won't CTB. I was sad that day and I wanted to feel the feeling. Thank you for your care and concern, I feel very welcome here. Hugs to you all.
I'm sorry I didn't see your original post that day. It sounded impulsive and like you needed comfort more than anything. I am glad that you realized ctb was not what you wanted and that you are still here.

I hope that you feel safe sharing with us again if you ever feel in that situation. Many of us have been in a similar situation and I'm sure would be happy to "sit with you" (virtually, of course) during a tough time.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
451
I'm sorry I didn't see your original post that day. It sounded impulsive and like you needed comfort more than anything. I am glad that you realized ctb was not what you wanted and that you are still here.

I hope that you feel safe sharing with us again if you ever feel in that situation. Many of us have been in a similar situation and I'm sure would be happy to "sit with you" (virtually, of course) during a tough time.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for the affection, attention and concern of all of you. You anonymous people are more my friends and supporters than my real "friends". I post hints that I'm not well, and my fiancée doesn't even come to ask if I'm fine or need something. I just thank you from the heart, count on me too if you need it.
 
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weightedrocks

weightedrocks

Trans Woman trying her best.
Jan 20, 2023
38
Hanging has a high failure rate, idk it doesn't really seem like the best method. I love you sis ❤️
 
patpat

patpat

Take me away
Oct 10, 2022
35
I'm happy that your still with us. I been thinking of hanging alot in the weeks. Not sure I can order sn to my country. I have access to a metal poll in my bathroom but I gotta go by a rope. Will I a belt do? I donno if I have one though
 

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