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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I was caught hanging by my girlfriend and was forcibly sent go the psych ward .. everytime I go I just feel a bigger need to do it again until I finally get ot right.

6 ward visits and I'm still fucking losing my mind , and I still see a need to ctb asap.
 
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piercedwounds

piercedwounds

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
61
I'm really sorry that happened to you I know how psych wards can do more harm than good. I hope you can find peace soon enough for your sake I know things haven't been good at all. Much love <3
 
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depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
233
im sorry youre going through that, i felt much worse when i was forced to be in the hospital at all. i hope things get better for you
 
eattwinkiesseejesus

eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
Jan 18, 2025
130
I'm sorry, I can relate. They send us to the ward to make us "better" but all it did was make me even more suicidal and determined to off myself. I didn't get well when I was sent for treatment - I got pushed past the brink of no return. I've been experiencing ptsd symptoms ever since my release and I've only been thru the ordeal once, I can't imagine 6 times .... I hope you can find peace
 
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
193
I'm sorry you were forced there again.
It was bad enough being voluntary.

I can't imagine how horrible it must be to be forced.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I'm sorry you were forced there again.
It was bad enough being voluntary.

I can't imagine how horrible it must be to be forced.
It didn't help ... I just got worse lol
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
621
I hope you feel better soon.
 
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
193
It didn't help ... I just got worse lol
I also only got worse until the other ward patients helped bring me back around for a bit .

That and maybe the med change helped for a bit .
I also only got worse until the other ward patients helped bring me back around for a bit .

That and maybe the med change helped for a bit .
I'm sorry you're still suffering
 

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