Hanging myself tonight

[JustABug]

In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.

 

[Tears in Rain]

I remember responding to your thread before where you put up your suicide note that you planned to leave. In it you said your soul, body and mind wasn't meant for this life. Lots of us here can relate to that.

I hope you find peace.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

I hope you find peace. Nice that you were able to enjoy life just a bit more during the holidays before deciding you were ready. Good luck!

 

[TimetoGo!]

In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.

What's your plan? Are you confident in being successful?

 

[rozeske]

I wish you all the best. I hope it is quick and painless for you. I hope you find your peace and freedom

 

[boddibo]

I'm sorry it has to go this way, Will Graham enjoyer. I hope you find peace.

 

[AngelTears]

In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.

I cried a little bit reading this. Bless your soul

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

Hello @JustABug,
Though I am just a stranger,
I want to send a big hug,
To you, a brave challenger.

You've suffered for so long, [1]
But you know whom to turn to.
You'll go somewhere you belong -
May the Almighty[2] bless you!

May you attain peace you need -
@JustABug, Godspeed.


References (your note):

My suicide note for when It’s time

Here is my suicide note. I have been reworking it over and over to make sure that what I want my loved ones to hear is written down. It’s been carefully revised to cause less pain for them. Here it is: At the end of the day, what I write here won't mean much. It won't fix the pain someone will...

sanctioned-suicide.net

[1] "I understand the pain I am going to put others through, but I've been suffering for years. Agonising years!"
[2] "God exists. I know he has enough love for me."

 

[JustABug]

What's your plan? Are you confident in being successful?

We will see

 

[bloodystarzklt]

i hope you can find the peace you're looking for, wishing you all the best <3

 

[Dingusguy]

I am sorry it has come to this, but I hope you find peace and rest well when you go, if it works. See you on the other side.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you the best of luck in your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Catch-22]

I hope you find the peace that you've been looking for

 

[kittyswift]

sorry to see you go, i hope you find the peace you are searching for

 

[drapperxyz]

Good luck, I'm sending you strength and hope you get what you're hoping for

 

[asian]

I hope you find freedom and peace.
Wishing you the best of luck

 

[Next]

I hope it is quick and painless for you. Find your peace

 

[Worndown]

I hope all goes well...and fast!

 

[Dliena]

May eternal peace be given to you and farewell.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I wish you all the best with your plan. May you find peace!

 

[trashhologram]

Goodbye, I hope you find the peace you deserve and won't be in pain anymore. ❤

 

[JustABug]

Unfortunately I have failed. Feels like a punch to the gut but I will try again today.

Survival instinct is hard to beat.
Wish me luck next time

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Unfortunately I have failed. Feels like a punch to the gut but I will try again today.

I'm so sorry that you're still in great pain.

I wish you the best

 

[mallows]

Survival instinct is hard to beat.
Wish me luck next time

That's very true, best of luck for next time. I hope the pain passes soon.

 

[drapperxyz]

It's tough, SI ruined my first attempt. Don't get discouraged, wishing you the best for the next one