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skald_av_satans_sol

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Oct 3, 2024
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I'm a messed up person and a mix of being an autassassinophiliac with an asphyxiation obsession as well as being severely depressed and anxious due to life circumstances and OCD makes me feel like death is the only reasonable way out. It's all just getting worse and I wanna die. Idk why I even write here. Maybe I want some kind of reassurement that I'm not crazy for wanting out. My life is an unliveable hell and I will go crazy if I don't die now and it's not gonna be pretty. I have some rope and pills.
 
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skald_av_satans_sol

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Oct 3, 2024
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Arousal from being killed.
That arousal will be killed alongside it wtf.
And what is with that ridiculously long ass word to describe such a degenerate condition
Sure, maybe I'm a degenerate. All the more reason to ctb I guess? I mean, what the hell do you want me to say?
 

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