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An0nymouse_97

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Feb 10, 2020
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So I tried to ctb 16 times but have been unsuccessful obviously as I'm writing this. I tried ligature strangulation and instead of dying I've severely injured my neck and have soft tissue damage. Was told it'll heal in a few weeks! A few weeks! This was the method I was going for and I know where I went wrong now and the reason I failed was being I was using an elastic sock instead of a cord/tie/rope. Just thought I'd let everyone know I'm sadly still alive
Sorry, didn't realise I called this thread 'hanging method failure' I mean ligaturing
 
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DeadD

DeadD

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Mar 28, 2019
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I'm so sorry for your pain. I can't imagine how frustrating this has to be for you. I wish I had something better to say, like something that could actually help. But just know that we're here for you
 
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Hey. I'm so sorry you're still in pain. I guess you attempted already,so I assume you're positive that you want to die. But you still have a chance at life now. If you have any doubts going for a second run,maybe you could hold off and think about it. But I totally get wanting to die. I'm not judging you.

If you need to talk,we're here for you :) Whether it be venting or just chatting. I hope you find happiness either way.
 
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MsMaudlin

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Oh gosh, that must have been so frustrating!
Have you got to wait until your neck heals now to CTB?
Have you got good strong painkillers? Necks can be so painful ❤
 
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An0nymouse_97

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Oh gosh, that must have been so frustrating!
Have you got to wait until your neck heals now to CTB?
Have you got good strong painkillers? Necks can be so painful ❤
I'm not waiting. I'm not bothered about the pain anymore. It's really sore but feels like I deserve it. So I'll CTB/try to CTB soon x
 
Lady black

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So good luck with your next hanging
 
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Sorry man. I hope your suffering ends soon.
 
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I'm so sorry. I hope you find the peace you long for.
 
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