If you are suffering and have ideations and want to ctb but had enough money to not work and stay home all day watch tv and rest take benzos or anti depressants to ease the pain would you bite the bullet and just hang in there or would you ctb?
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):That's up 2 you. I can tell you if I had that amount of money I wouldn't plan CTB. Each one of us has their individual problems why we want CTB or not.Last edited:
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,320
In my case I'd prefer to cease existing regardless of the circumstances, existing itself is meaningless, unnecessary and tiresome to me, I could never see a point to it.What if u were suffering? But had enough money to just stay home and rest and take meds to ease the suffering. I want to ctb just afraid due to SI and also I'm not medically capable of ctb what if I mess up and wind up in a worse condition i would do it in a hospital setting if euthanasia was legal just society makes people suffer rather then letting us be euthanized in a humane way.
Kurai
Suffering
- Jul 23, 2023
- 241
Trakehner
Student
- Apr 22, 2023
- 140
What should I do I am suffering and afraid to CTB due to SI and keep delaying it. I know I need to go and keep delaying the inevitable.
SmollMushroom
send N pls
- Sep 27, 2023
- 405
I think it's a very personal choice and changes from situation to situation.
Me personally I would not ctb if I were in the position of having enough money. Unless I'd get some very nasty illness or something really unbearable.
haibane
Reki
- Sep 27, 2023
- 256
twatingthroughlife
I don't know what I'm doing
- Sep 29, 2023
- 64
Most of my current worries, are caused by poverty. I would choose to live. I still think it can somehow get better
Mr.Tristesse
It hurts
- Jul 23, 2022
- 4,810
ewlife
:(
- Oct 4, 2023
- 60
I don't think my mental suffering would be any better if I was rich. If anything I would have more time to think about how shitty life is. I would still CTB
TheSource
From the Divine we came, to the Divine we return.
- Sep 25, 2023
- 123
CTB. My issue isn't money or even pain sometimes. I just can't really feel genuine joy anymore. Living is a Sisyphean chore, unfortunately.Similar threads
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