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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30 - Random seal might appear
Oct 27, 2025
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Hey all, train method did not work (too unreliable)
I feel desperate now and I think I will resort to hanging myself (or at least trying to)
It's not my preferred method but it's the only thing I really have...

So I'm wondering
The spot rn for hanging is from my doorknob
I'm just wondering how would that hypothetically work?
I've never hanged (hung?) before lol

I could also try to find a try but where I live I'd get found too easily (I'm in the suburbs)
I wish I could travel out to the country, the mountains where there's hardly a single soul there
But I can't even do that

I have to die in this shitty fucking place
I can't even die in the way I want to

Edit: Forgot to ask this too but how reliable is it to hang from the ceiling fan? How do I know if the fan will support my weight?
 
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Steph99

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Very sorry to hear of your struggles. I think I read somewhere that modern ceiling fans are designed to break to prevent suicides.
 
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Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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Hey all, train method did not work (too unreliable)
I feel desperate now and I think I will resort to hanging myself (or at least trying to)
It's not my preferred method but it's the only thing I really have...

So I'm wondering
The spot rn for hanging is from my doorknob
I'm just wondering how would that hypothetically work?
I've never hanged (hung?) before lol

I could also try to find a try but where I live I'd get found too easily (I'm in the suburbs)
I wish I could travel out to the country, the mountains where there's hardly a single soul there
But I can't even do that

I have to die in this shitty fucking place
I can't even die in the way I want to

Edit: Forgot to ask this too but how reliable is it to hang from the ceiling fan? How do I know if the fan will support my weight?
The door knob method seems so risk in my opinion I could never trust a single door knob being able to hold so much weight and now imagine you test the door knob if it can hold you and then it breaks how could you explain that to your family or the landlord?
 
AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30 - Random seal might appear
Oct 27, 2025
198
The door knob method seems so risk in my opinion I could never trust a single door knob being able to hold so much weight and now imagine you test the door knob if it can hold you and then it breaks how could you explain that to your family or the landlord?
The doorknob breaking wouldn't be a big deal tbh, they're pretty cheap to replace and I can reinstall it myself
Very sorry to hear of your struggles. I think I read somewhere that modern ceiling fans are designed to break to prevent suicides.
That's so annoying 😭😭😭
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
The doorknob breaking wouldn't be a big deal tbh, they're pretty cheap to replace and I can reinstall it myself

That's so annoying 😭😭😭
I'd recommend try that door method where you use a 5kg dumbbell
 
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