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DaysIsBack

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Feb 11, 2019
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Hello everyone.
I am already planning to die by hanging and need your advice, if something goes wrong.
As a rope i will use 6mm climbing cable, it can carry around 900kg, so it will not burst.
I dont want to be interrupted, so i choose a place in the forest beyond my city, i left money in that place and planning to return there next week. If money still be there, the place is safe. I am aslo live alone and would prefer to die at home, but i dont want my neighbors to smell decaying corpse.
Also, i tried to push the carotid artery and i caught flashes in few seconds, but my survival instinct didn`t allow me to go blackout, i also tried with 1 litre 18% alcohol, but it didnt help and i am not sure i can carry higher dosage( i led a healthy lifestyle and dont know how to drink). I am thinking about sleeping pills with my head sticked in the loop, did it work? Or do you have some advices, how to suppress surviving instinct?
 
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Ldog9

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Jan 12, 2019
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wish i could i help. had the same issues when i attempted partial. always lost my nerve or si/pain would stop me. i know its easier said than done, but i dont think easing ur way down works, i think it has to be sudden and with all your weight at once. i also had issues where juuust enough of my toes reached the floor which prevented me from finishing it.
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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I've been having the same issues. One things for sure though - if you want to succeed, put down all your weight at once.
 
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felix

felix

Experienced
Jan 25, 2019
257
I've been having the same issues. One things for sure though - if you want to succeed, put down all your weight at once.
Like just drop down? I did that and the back of my neck hurt afterwards
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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Like just drop down? I did that and the back of my neck hurt afterwards

Hi Felix. I was going to give you a source, but the hanging megathread link somehow doesn't work for me anymore. But it is extremely common advice on this forum to put all your weight down quickly, rather than slowly pull down to black out quicker.
 
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Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
I've said in another thread a while ago: Dont tell your brain that you're ending yourself.

Make it look like a breath play, autoerotic shit with no real consequences.
 
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DaysIsBack

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Feb 11, 2019
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I've said in another thread a while ago: Dont tell your brain that you're ending yourself.

Make it look like a breath play, autoerotic shit with no real consequences.
Well, there will be a problem to convince myself about erotic game, when i stick my head in the loop, alone, in forest, but i will try, thanks.
 
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felix

felix

Experienced
Jan 25, 2019
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I've said in another thread a while ago: Dont tell your brain that you're ending yourself.

Make it look like a breath play, autoerotic shit with no real consequences.
Or cud pretend ur just practicing
 
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essbet

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Feb 7, 2019
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I've been having the same issues. One things for sure though - if you want to succeed, put down all your weight at once.

So I know this is true, but I just tried it and it really felt like my neck was about to snap off and I couldn't resist putting my feet down. I guess I will wait until I have an uninterrupted full day to try (instead of the 2 hours I had tonight) but I'm fairly sure I'll have the same result.

I guess the answer is to just push through it but that neck-snappy feeling is really the worst.
 
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essbet

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Feb 7, 2019
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Or cud pretend ur just practicing

Ahah yeah I tried this, it definitely helps somewhat, or just keep telling myself "think of all the people who do this for fun"... but honestly, I have no idea how anyone attains any pleasure whatsoever from that feeling. (Maybe because I'm female ?)
 
felix

felix

Experienced
Jan 25, 2019
257
Ahah yeah I tried this, it definitely helps somewhat, or just keep telling myself "think of all the people who do this for fun"... but honestly, I have no idea how anyone attains any pleasure whatsoever from that feeling. (Maybe because I'm female ?)
Yeah I don't see it. When I stood up my entire body was convulsing uncontrollably and I felt like passing out
 
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essbet

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Feb 7, 2019
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Yeah I don't see it. When I stood up my entire body was convulsing uncontrollably and I felt like passing out

Yeah I'm neurotic enough that any surprises will kick my SI into overdrive. Even if I have the place to myself for a weekend I'm so worried about neighbors hearing me thrashing (tiny European apartment with paper walls). I haven't even gotten to the point where I've felt like passing out, just feels like, well, someone's trying to kill me, hah.
 
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felix

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Jan 25, 2019
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Yeah I'm neurotic enough that any surprises will kick my SI into overdrive. Even if I have the place to myself for a weekend I'm so worried about neighbors hearing me thrashing (tiny European apartment with paper walls). I haven't even gotten to the point where I've felt like passing out, just feels like, well, someone's trying to kill me, hah.
No matter where u go there's alawsys the fear and chance that you'll be caught. I have a dam near my house inside it there's a room where water rushes out and there's a ladder built into cement. So that's where I think I'll do it from
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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So I know this is true, but I just tried it and it really felt like my neck was about to snap off and I couldn't resist putting my feet down. I guess I will wait until I have an uninterrupted full day to try (instead of the 2 hours I had tonight) but I'm fairly sure I'll have the same result.

I guess the answer is to just push through it but that neck-snappy feeling is really the worst.

I know what you're talking about exactly. Maybe it takes multiple tries until we are finally able to take that final step to push through to unconsciousness.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
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I tried partial suspension several times and failed. Always. Honestly, if you have courage, complete hanging is simple and sure way.
 
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Partial-Elf

Eternal Oblivion
Dec 26, 2018
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Hello everyone.
I am already planning to die by hanging and need your advice, if something goes wrong.
As a rope i will use 6mm climbing cable, it can carry around 900kg, so it will not burst.
I dont want to be interrupted, so i choose a place in the forest beyond my city, i left money in that place and planning to return there next week. If money still be there, the place is safe. I am aslo live alone and would prefer to die at home, but i dont want my neighbors to smell decaying corpse.
Also, i tried to push the carotid artery and i caught flashes in few seconds, but my survival instinct didn`t allow me to go blackout, i also tried with 1 litre 18% alcohol, but it didnt help and i am not sure i can carry higher dosage( i led a healthy lifestyle and dont know how to drink). I am thinking about sleeping pills with my head sticked in the loop, did it work? Or do you have some advices, how to suppress surviving instinct?
My advice:
  1. Do it in your apartment rather than the woods. Don't worry about your neighbors
  2. Don't drink or take drugs if that's not something you're used to. Only adds to likelihood of failure
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

Student
Feb 12, 2019
126
I tried partial suspension several times and failed. Always. Honestly, if you have courage, complete hanging is simple and sure way.
By "failed" do you mean that you passed out and regained consciousness or that you couldn't make yourself pass out?
 
Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
By "failed" do you mean that you passed out and regained consciousness or that you couldn't make yourself pass out?
I mean, that i couldn't make myself pass out. It hurt too much and i still had consciousness. Finally i interrupted it.
 
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Broken

Paragon
Dec 7, 2018
930
So after that video on partial suspension and the siphon effect it's not as easy as it looks? The girl in the video made it look so easy!
 
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DaysIsBack

Member
Feb 11, 2019
6
So after that video on partial suspension and the siphon effect it's not as easy as it looks? The girl in the video made it look so easy!
Its easy, if you can avoid survival instinct. I had tried few times to blackout and can say that its painless, the only thing you realy need is equanimity.
 
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essbet

Member
Feb 7, 2019
39
Blacking out wasn't painful (but very finicky to get the setup right, and totally painful when I had the wrong angle/padding).

I was starting to blackout a few times today but my brain would interrupt, 'OK, cool, we know we can do this, now let's dust ourselves off and try again' instead of persisting. My survival instinct is so manipulative.
 
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Oanlads

Member
Feb 15, 2019
40
Blacking out wasn't painful (but very finicky to get the setup right, and totally painful when I had the wrong angle/padding).

I was starting to blackout a few times today but my brain would interrupt, 'OK, cool, we know we can do this, now let's dust ourselves off and try again' instead of persisting. My survival instinct is so manipulative.
Survival instinct can be rather troublesome innit...
Could you tell us how you did it? Position of your body, noose and how you put yourself down.
Appreciated !
 

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