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SuicidalCurryBoy

SuicidalCurryBoy

Suicidal Virgin That The Media Warned About
Aug 22, 2020
156
I've been stuck writing my memoir for... well since 2020 ish....


The first few chapters about early childhood, albeit trauamtic, was quite easy...

Now I'm dealing with the teen years and it's hard...

I am so tired and fatigued that I can't take this anymore...

I wish there was an easier way to write. Some people have suggested using dictation software, but my writing voice is a different from the way I speak. There are lot of small pauses I make when I speak out loud.

The situation is so bad that my hands and fingers hurt, even as I write this.

I can't even play video games like I used to, because my hands hurt...
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
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What's causing your hands to hurt?
 
SuicidalCurryBoy

SuicidalCurryBoy

Suicidal Virgin That The Media Warned About
Aug 22, 2020
156
What's causing your hands to hurt?
Just fatigue, I guess.

But I started working out again, and taking protein supplements, and now I feel a lot better.
 
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