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Darmok

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Sep 11, 2022
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Half-alive. I think that is how I describe my current state, and the state of a lot of people in this forum. Half-alive. Incapable of overcoming survival instinct and taking my own life, her completely unable to enjoy life.
 
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bobblong

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Mar 15, 2023
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Zombie then? grrrrrrr
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I personally feel trapped in this existence I never would have chosen that only ever causes me to suffer, I wish that suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again, to be able to die painlessly would bring me so much peace. I'm sorry you are stuck in that situation, I really get that it's so tiring and dreadful but anyway best wishes.
 
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