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I hauled my ass out to a store last night after my mom left for a bit and loaded an account. Couldn't sleep and kept looking at the SN I wanted to order. Then I started to get fucking paranoid and wondered when I'd be able to order it and how I'd be able to make sure my mom isn't aware of it being delivered, as I needed a 4-5 day clearance which was unlikely.

I started thinking about Mother's Day and started browsing and found a great deal for something nice. Stared at my cart for like 20 minutes and ordered both, which are coming at separate times... So, I've been doing some mental gymnastics and trying to work out how I'd explain stuff if she were to see or hear the package being brought in, knowing I didn't have a lot on my account. Game plan is to play it off like it's a surprise (the gift which is actually coming later) if she catches the first one, then the second if she happens to catch it I'll have to get crafty and adorn something old of mine that she won't remember and pretend it's new and for myself. Luck will be if she misses one of them at least. Fuck.

Anyway, just blabbering on because I'm a nervous wreck and have nobody to tell about how much of a terrible person I am. Those of you who ordered supplies for/your method, what did you do to hide it/play it off? Did it work?
 
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Had it delivered to my work since I know they're required by law to not open the package. Took the package, threw away the envelope at a dumpster and stored the SN in a hidden compartment of my truck. I just go in and shake it up a bit so it doesn't clump.
 
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ZardozOmega

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Mar 4, 2020
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Well, I really liked chemistry when I was a teenager, and I used to do a bunch of experiments at home. So I told my mom I wanted it so I could do more experiments. She bought it.
 
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Neowise

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Oct 7, 2020
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Well, I really liked chemistry when I was a teenager, and I used to do a bunch of experiments at home. So I told my mom I wanted it so I could do more experiments. She bought it.
I would kinda feel bad for using something to ctb that was given to me by someone else.
 
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Tackingintothewind

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I would kinda feel bad for using something to ctb that was given to me by someone else.

I think ZardozOmega meant that she believed them not that she purchased it. English is really the weirdest language
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

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Mar 4, 2020
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I would kinda feel bad for using something to ctb that was given to me by someone else.
I do feel a bit bad about it, but my mom is abusive and I hate her very much.
 
Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

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Mar 2, 2021
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She did buy it? Oh that is going to kill her
 
Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
508
I do feel a bit bad about it, but my mom is abusive and I hate her very much.
In that case I understand. My mother is the reason I am on this site, too so making her help me ctb would be the ultimate farewell message from me to her :pfff:
 

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