Had a nice summer

[hopelessgirl]

And now I'm back on here and suicidal again. Woho. Wish me welcome again. Anyone have the same feeling with the fall approaching?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate summer personally. The warmer weather just made me want to die more, but I feel tired of existing no matter the time of year. I've never had a nice day, such a thing could never possibly exist for me, but a nice life could never appeal to me anyway, only permanent eternal sleep could.
I wish you the best.

 

[freedompass]

It's actually my favourite season. That said I had a pretty nice summer too mostly down on the coast where I grew up

 

[Pluto]

Seasonal Affective Disorder is a thing. Might be worth a glance to see if it's relevant for you.

Steps to keep your mood and motivation steady throughout the year-Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) - Symptoms & causes - Mayo Clinic

This type of depression is related to changes in seasons and begins and ends at about the same times every year.

www.mayoclinic.org

 

[western_heart]

I was suicidal much of summer, unfortunately. The equinox made me think about all the fun things I missed out on. Oh well. Now the cold is giving me anxiety, I need to buy new clothes and don't know what heating costs will be in the winter.

One of the bright spots this summer: there were a lot of beautiful sunsets , and the air was clean almost every day. I hope both of those trends continue into the fall.

 

[Flying Away]

Feel exactly the same

 

[Wait-Bus]

And now I'm back on here and suicidal again. Woho. Wish me welcome again. Anyone have the same feeling with the fall approaching?

Yes I do. It always feels like a moment in time is coming to an end and a new one will start soon. I just have figure out if I want to be part of the new season or CTB around it.

 

[theboy]

autumn color pain

 

[MrShino]

Yea, I'm just the same. When the fall approaches and the winter is near I'm back on the CTB-track. I just hate the darkness and the cold.

 

[GrizzlyGrapefruit]

I feel better during the winter (minus the holiday parts -- don't really like family get togethers).

I have trouble sleeping, and the colder weather definitely helps me out a bit. Also, I feel that the sun going down earlier also helps me a little as well.

I also don't really go out much at all, and during the summer I always feel like I should be doing something, and this feeling is even worse when I see people out and about doing stuff.

 

[Cathy Ames]

Seasonal Affective Disorder is a thing. Might be worth a glance to see if it's relevant for you.

Steps to keep your mood and motivation steady throughout the year-Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) - Symptoms & causes - Mayo Clinic

This type of depression is related to changes in seasons and begins and ends at about the same times every year.

www.mayoclinic.org

I was thinking along the same lines. If you can afford it, maybe try doing light therapy? Some sources suggest that it can help with "regular" depression in addition to SAD.

 

[Someone123]

Sad to see thnat things have turned bad again. I hope you can find some comfort here, and maybe some healing.

 

[Dark Moon]

It gets too hot for me in the summer at times but it doesn't matter which season it is because I'm suicidal regardless.