Had a mental break down

[Housefly]

Yup. Meds aren't working. I see my psychiatrist next week not telling her about my plan. I'll keep doing the therapy until I get sn but I don't know where to get it. I'll check out a few places but I can't fail. I can't even imagine failing again. I need a fully thought out plan that doesn't hurt anyone else. Carbon monoxide is best but I will settle for any other 100% method that isn't too painful or I can sleep into it.

 

[powerofdap]

Meds ain't working for me either. been on them for 6 months and I feel like a zombie. No motivation whatsoever

 

[reaper76]

stop taking meds. meds r what is driving u insaner than u think. trust me. u gotta rawdog life nocap

 

[Vizzy]

Yup. Meds aren't working. I see my psychiatrist next week not telling her about my plan. I'll keep doing the therapy until I get sn but I don't know where to get it. I'll check out a few places but I can't fail. I can't even imagine failing again. I need a fully thought out plan that doesn't hurt anyone else. Carbon monoxide is best but I will settle for any other 100% method that isn't too painful or I can sleep into it.

Sorry you are going through this, nitrogen exit bag

 

[Housefly]

stop taking meds. meds r what is driving u insaner than u think. trust me. u gotta rawdog life nocap

I did that then I quit uni, got fired and have been NEET for embarrassingly too long.

 

[jorheslen428]

Meds personally fucked me up even more. How many have you tried?

 

[Housefly]

Meds personally fucked me up even more. How many have you tried?

I'm on 40mg prozac and valium to sleep because I'm too anxious to sleep.... I sometimes don't take it because it's 1am and I'm not tired at all. My psychiatrist seems more open about shopping around for what works and I'm thankful I even have access to it but I just need enough to acquire my stuff and I can't do it now I'm still sucky

 

[Little_Suzy]

I'm on 40mg prozac and valium to sleep because I'm too anxious to sleep.... I sometimes don't take it because it's 1am and I'm not tired at all. My psychiatrist seems more open about shopping around for what works and I'm thankful I even have access to it but I just need enough to acquire my stuff and I can't do it now I'm still sucky

I'm sorry you've been feeling more depressed than usual.

I'm experiencing the same thing rn, and started Prozac (20 mg) a month ago.

Do you like Prozac? Did it also make you lose your appetite?

My new psychiatrist will not prescribe Valium. You're lucky. Does it alleviate your anxiety?

 

[reaper76]

I did that then I quit uni, got fired and have been NEET for embarrassingly too long.

it takes a while to revert back to normal, thags the point of em. it could take up to a year if i have to be honest with u. im rooting for u lil bro

 

[Housefly]

I'm experiencing the same thing rn, and started Prozac (20 mg) a month ago.

Do you like Prozac? Did it also make you lose your appetite?

My new psychiatrist will not prescribe Valium. You're lucky. Does it alleviate your anxiety?

I sleep a lot. Can't be anxious if I'm asleep. I don't like taking pills at all, in my head I'm fine and don't need it until I need to function then I'm fucked. I don't take the valium every night as prescribed because I'm very badass of course. But I do take the prozac everyday, kind of like hoping it works... But I'm here so... Mileage may vary

I have the "starve you don't deserve food" type depression so I didn't have an appetite to begin with but taking meds forces me to eat before I take pills (habit no idea if it's the right way to do it). I ate 2 mangoes and oats. Stuffed frankly. But I do feel hungry kind of on it. Maybe it's the placebo thing idc.

Valium is addicting apparently. I wanted to OD on it but the most it might do is fuck up my kidneys and liver.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is for the best not being open about suicide plans as doing such a thing would only lead to more suffering. But anyway to me it's horrible how it's so difficult to cease existing in this world, failing ctb is exactly what I fear and I believe that as humans we deserve the option to just pass away in peace without complications. I wish you the best and I hope you find what you are searching for.