Venting Had a manic episode last night and cancelled my SN order.

[bpdme]

Last night I decided that life is the best thing in the world and things are going to get better and I'm going to find a job so cancelled my SN order at 2am. This morning I woke up wanting to die with more job rejection and a cancelled SN order. It would of took two weeks to arrive and now I'm back to square one. I hateeeee BPD

 

[Lethe]

Might as well keep it, even if you change your mind. It may be regulated in the future, so its a good idea to keep it in storage.

 

[BPD_LE]

it's not being delivered as I cancelled the order before it was shipped! ☹But I definitely agree it's going to be hard to get a hold of in the future.

Can't you just reorder it?

 

[BPD_LE]

I have BPD myself so I understand the mood swings, but can't you just look at it as a backup method? What made you cancel it? Euphoria or anxiety?