Guilty about wanting to ctb

[Harleyyy]

So recently i saw some posts here by members with chronic illnesses, like real bad illnesses which make them want to end their lives and they wish to have a normal healthy body, and guess what? I seem to have a healthy body. I feel guilty sometimes, i know I shouldn't but i do compare myself with them, life has put onto them this huge burden of being ill and being in pain , it makes me feel like some person who's just never satisfied with what i have, i have a good body but i still want to end myself. Sometimes i wish that i could give my body to someone who really needs it :/ but ofcourse I understand that any reason which makes you feel this way is valid. So, i try to not be too harsh on myself. Anyone else feel this way?