GSW to the heart or the brain?

[aBLEACHyindividual]

So I'm thinking about getting a gun to end it with, however I have a question…for those that know about how guns work and whatnot. I think 9mm soft point bullets would work best in my case, but when I was looking about shooting oneself in the head you can survive more likely with long lasting damages, so which would I be better off doing? Heart or the brain?

 

[BobMorane]

I've heard of horror stories with guns. People disfigured, or missing a part of their brain and that keep living for LONG time. I don't know your situation but I'd give a try to SN maybe, if you can't afford N, its the best option. Good luck !

 

[Octogenarian]

I'm new here and am not sure what "N" is. I suspect I could afford it, but what is it?