Venting Growing guilt

[Done_With_It_All]

So recently I have kinda decided to ctb again. I have been giving it some time, but I don't really think im going to make it for the rest of my natural life. The thing is that I see how happy I make my girlfriend. My cats. Etc…. It just kinda hurts to imagine them crying and hurting when I am gone.

 

[Traveller12724]

So recently I have kinda decided to ctb again. I have been giving it some time, but I don't really think im going to make it for the rest of my natural life. The thing is that I see how happy I make my girlfriend. My cats. Etc…. It just kinda hurts to imagine them crying and hurting when I am gone.

I am sorry to hear that you've found yourself on this bridge between life and death again, what was your final straw ?