Groundhogs Day

[Tacoma9596]

We have got to figure this out. I can't continue doing the exact same things everyday. Which is nothing. I'm 45 years old and had to move back in with my parents after my 19 year marriage failed. I have no job because I couldn't handle the stress. My parents are in their late 70s and I'm scared I'm going to be homeless. I do not want to continue in this awful existence. For the record, I believe in God. I believe in Jesus Christ. I just don't believe in myself. I'm tired, scared, and miserable. There has got to be someone on this site that can tell us how to ctb in a peaceful way. Second choice is probably hanging but it looks very unpleasant. Someone please help. I don't want to be here any longer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also just wish to be gone, I hope you find the peace and freedom from suffering you are searching for, I wish you the best.

 

[Tacoma9596]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also just wish to be gone, I hope you find the peace and freedom from suffering you are searching for, I wish you the best.

I appreciate the kind words.

 

[Subhumano]

Ill probably just hang too

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Are your parents ok with you staying with them for now ? Is it possible to find a less stressful job.

 

[LittleNelson]

I can relate to what you are going thru. I don't have a job due to my depression and am living with my 76 year old mom. I know I will be homeless when she passes away. It terrifies me. I also believe in God but I am convinced he hates me.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I'm sorry for what you are going through at the moment and can relate to the feeling of repetitiveness. You are in a very stressful situation now, and it is understandable to be scared. I sincerely hope that with a little bit of time, things may turn around for you and that either way, you find a way out of Groundhogs Day.