I am feeling burdened by memories, by the good things of life that I know are in the rear view mirror.
My mother and father, and the family home they gave us. It wasn't perfect, but it was secure and we were cared for.
My own children's childhood. I wasn't a great Mom. My ex and I Gave the children a somewhat troubled childhood. That's a regret. But I still miss the fun, and the fact of a roof over my head.
A good income and economic security. I enjoyed easily knowing there was money for a mortgage and going out to a restaurant without a thought. My bad choices have destroyed my finances
Carefree time with friends and family. Meals, outings, conversations where we got to know each other, enjoyed each others company and assumed things would go on. Even on limited occasions when I do these things now, I reel with the unreality of it all and the surreal experience of knowing change is coming
I don't know if these will bring me over the edge....but it's always on my mind.
Can anyone relate?
My mother and father, and the family home they gave us. It wasn't perfect, but it was secure and we were cared for.
My own children's childhood. I wasn't a great Mom. My ex and I Gave the children a somewhat troubled childhood. That's a regret. But I still miss the fun, and the fact of a roof over my head.
A good income and economic security. I enjoyed easily knowing there was money for a mortgage and going out to a restaurant without a thought. My bad choices have destroyed my finances
Carefree time with friends and family. Meals, outings, conversations where we got to know each other, enjoyed each others company and assumed things would go on. Even on limited occasions when I do these things now, I reel with the unreality of it all and the surreal experience of knowing change is coming
I don't know if these will bring me over the edge....but it's always on my mind.
Can anyone relate?
