KadathianStr1d3r
Shattered Mannequin
- Nov 21, 2018
- 278
I'm at my breaking point here in America. I've reasoned out a few key sources that are causes of my mental afflictions and that can be mostly attributed to just being born in the wrong place at the wrong time. I'm 51% White and 49% Navajo, born in a time where there is absolutely no Native control of anything and where the mere state of being a White man is enough to get you hated for. America is a disaster that steamrolls ever so gleefully towards whatever it might; race war, elite feudalism, white supremacist's state or crazed Christian theocracy.
I need to get out of America, I need to leave and never come back. I am not left or right but I am simply looking for flight from catastrophe.
I'm thinking about leaving to Scotland or Ireland, spend a year there and hopefully move to one of the Nordic countries.
I need your' guy's opinions here? Is this a good idea and most of my mental problems would vanish? Will it even be worse on the other side of the ocean? I need both honest opinions as well as good advice for a soon to be American expat such as yours' truly?
Please anything would help!?
I don't want to kill myself......
I need to get out of America, I need to leave and never come back. I am not left or right but I am simply looking for flight from catastrophe.
I'm thinking about leaving to Scotland or Ireland, spend a year there and hopefully move to one of the Nordic countries.
I need your' guy's opinions here? Is this a good idea and most of my mental problems would vanish? Will it even be worse on the other side of the ocean? I need both honest opinions as well as good advice for a soon to be American expat such as yours' truly?
Please anything would help!?
I don't want to kill myself......