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SomewhereNew

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I have a 12gauge, I have buckshot and birdshot now I just need the BALLS. So fucking fed up I don't even care to explain just venting at this point. Ready to meet God and Jesus and my dead animals
 
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NoMeta

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Oh I remember saw video where man failed with buckshot. He survive, but his face was like a flower.. So do it not straight, do it at an angle of approximately 45
 
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Hey bro, just like @NoMeta had said, if you fail this, you will end up being in tons of pain and agony, and you will also live an even shittier life as well. So make sure that you have the right angle and be absolutely careful in what you're doing.

I also hope that you find peace as well, I have no clue if you'll even see this but again I hope you have peace.
 
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dagger_of_truth

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Kurt Cobain is the most well-known person I can think of who was successful with a shotgun. There may be a lot you could find out from that, and possibly others, to make sure you don't have to live with horrifying injuries. If you've already done a lot of research into that method, it may be helpful to others before you commit to it. Personally I've always wondered how effective a slug would be compared to buckshot. I wish you success in whatever you decide is best.
 
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plantlife

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You're all acting like buckshot is easy to mess up, but it's probably the most effective method out there.

This guy in the video you're referring to? He must've done something really silly like aimed the barrel upwards at his chin. It's a fluke. Very rare. People do this with handguns too. For some inexplicable reason they point it directly at their jaw, lining up a trajectory that will blow their face off but miss everything else.

With a bit of common sense it's almost impossible to survive buckshot. Success will come to anyone who has half a brain and knows roughly where it is.
 
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no.death.bed.reQ

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I have a 12gauge, I have buckshot and birdshot now I just need the BALLS. So fucking fed up I don't even care to explain just venting at this point. Ready to meet God and Jesus and my dead animals
The animals part! I lost my dog 2 months ago and he's the only person/thing I'm looking forward to seeing
 
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The animals part! I lost my dog 2 months ago and he's the only person/thing I'm looking forward to seeing
Miss them so much 😢
The animals part! I lost my dog 2 months ago and he's the only person/thing I'm looking forward to seeing
Saw them in the astral realm death is an illusion. Ready to go
The animals part! I lost my dog 2 months ago and he's the only person/thing I'm looking forward to seeing
Saw them in the astral realm death is an illusion. Ready to go
You're all acting like buckshot is easy to mess up, but it's probably the most effective method out there.

This guy in the video you're referring to? He must've done something really silly like aimed the barrel upwards at his chin. It's a fluke. Very rare. People do this with handguns too. For some inexplicable reason they point it directly at their jaw, lining up a trajectory that will blow their face off but miss everything else.

With a bit of common sense it's almost impossible to survive buckshot. Success will come to anyone who has half a brain and knows roughly where it is.
I'm assuming if someone fucks up shooting themself with a shotgun they are afraid of firearms. Not hesitating and I won't flinch because there's no pain to be felt
 
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no.death.bed.reQ

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@SomewhereNew it's the most devastating experience
 

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