Got no good dates heeelllpp

[spectraltease]

The good date is too far away but next month is too early for me and I can't plan well. So I think I have to wait for the perfect day. Or should I just kill myself but its not the best date? Like my mother has birthday and me thats fucked up.
Anybody else?

 

[befandbored]

What does a good date look like to you? Is it a set of circumstances coming together, opportunity etc or is it more about avoiding significant dates or events?

 

[spectraltease]

What does a good date look like to you? Is it a set of circumstances coming together, opportunity etc or is it more about avoiding significant dates or events?

Significant dates. My mothers birthday (I dont like her but still), my birthday and christmas. If I get my payment next month I could finish my plan and do it but these events are in my head and I don't know. A little pathetic

 

[befandbored]

Not at all pathetic. I'd call it considerate and thoughtful. Maybe it's just not the right time frame in general? Will you celebrate or mark your birthday someway?

 

[FuneralCry]

I would personally see it as best to leave this world when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a specific date. If someone tries to set a date then something could potentially get in the way of their plans. But after all, only the individual knows when the best time is to leave this world, it's a personal thing.

 

[spectraltease]

Not at all pathetic. I'd call it considerate and thoughtful. Maybe it's just not the right time frame in general? Will you celebrate or mark your birthday someway?

I dont care about my birthday tbh, its just my sisters will be sad if I killed myself before my birthday. In someway its the wrong time frame but I wanna die so bad. I wait for my payment and than clean everything here, than im ready to go. If this is done I can decide and we will see how I will feel and if I will wait or do it earlier I guess. Thats the best option I have but first I have to clean and leave a nice apartment and stuff.

I would personally see it as best to leave this world when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a specific date. If someone tries to set a date then something could potentially get in the way of their plans. But after all, only the individual knows when the best time is to leave this world, it's a personal thing.

The time feels right everyday tbh. But im just a person who needs a plan yk? Like a date is what I need to make me ready mentally. You right, I will wait and see.