Discussion Got My Method

[IHurtTheOneILove]

Finally figured out how to consistently get sweet spot for my partial hanging. I was gonna go through with it until SI kicked in and i failed yet again today. I really want to attempt again but my ex said A) if I actually love them still I wouldnt CTB B) they'd never forgive me if I CTB as it would be the most traumatizing thing to happen to them. I want to CTB to escape this whole fucked up situation and prove to people that I really am suicidal. The only issue is I know no matter what I write them for my poptpartum final words they'll never fogive me. I'm at a bit of a crossroads right now and would appreciate some advice.

 

[EternalShore]

pls don't ctb just to prove you're sewer slidal~ That's the wrong way of going about it :( just tell them you attempted and failed partial and feel awful~ :(
idk really how to help you with the rest of your situation tho... I pray it all goes well for you in the end tho~

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

pls don't ctb just to prove you're sewer slidal~ That's the wrong way of going about it :( just tell them you attempted and failed partial and feel awful~ :(
idk really how to help you with the rest of your situation tho... I pray it all goes well for you in the end tho~

I've told my ex this before but they're saying it's just me being manipulative so idk how else to prove that I'm not manipulative I'm just genuinely mentally unwell

 

[RichardFirst]

Don't CTB just to prove a point. It's the single biggest (and final) decision that you will ever make.

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

Don't CTB just to prove a point. It's the single biggest (and final) decision that you will ever make.

Idk I'm also just afraid that I'm never gonna be able to move past this in my life.