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lifesprisoner

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I finally have n from peru. Im in a constant fight against my intrusive thoughts and ruminations and now i know i have a way out if need be. My question is do we know for sure n is painless? (Im a coward i know) what happens when you fall asleep? Is it possible you feel pain from the oxygen deprivation? Does anyone know if this is suppressed by the n?
 
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Rubypie41

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Mar 25, 2024
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From what I've read it puts you into a deep anaesthetic sleep, then you have a heart failure, so basically you die in your sleep unaware of what's happening. That's what I've read anyway but obviously don't take my word for it, do your own research.
 
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lifesprisoner

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Apr 23, 2024
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From what I've read it puts you into a deep anaesthetic sleep, then you have a heart failure, so basically you die in your sleep unaware of what's happening. That's what I've read anyway but obviously don't take my word for it, do your own research.
Are you able to cite your source?
 
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jbleakness

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May 8, 2024
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Congrats dude. From what I've read in PPH it's quite a peaceful death.
 
Dmoore3232

Dmoore3232

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Jun 20, 2023
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How long were you down in Peru, how many stores did you attempt? I noticed you can get some hotels for like $25 a night.
 
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BadChanges

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Sep 23, 2019
137
you are so lucky…
was it difficult to acquire? it's a 20 hrs flight where i'm from
 
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darkenmydoorstep

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I finally have n from peru. Im in a constant fight against my intrusive thoughts and ruminations and now i know i have a way out if need be. My question is do we know for sure n is painless? (Im a coward i know) what happens when you fall asleep? Is it possible you feel pain from the oxygen deprivation? Does anyone know if this is suppressed by the n?
Congratulations. Whether you use it or not, having options is everything isn't it?
That's great you managed to get some and gives much hope to others.
 
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newpath

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May 31, 2024
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I finally have n from peru. Im in a constant fight against my intrusive thoughts and ruminations and now i know i have a way out if need be. My question is do we know for sure n is painless? (Im a coward i know) what happens when you fall asleep? Is it possible you feel pain from the oxygen deprivation? Does anyone know if this is suppressed by the n?
Congratulations. Do you mind sharing what city you got it from and how you went about it? You just asked locals or what was the process?
If you want to give a suffering soul some details, feel free to dm me. I am jealous.
 
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SFB123

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Apr 5, 2021
49
Hey, I'm so happy to know there are options to get N since D disappeared in 2022. I've PM'd you, would be grateful for a reply :)
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
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I finally have n from peru. Im in a constant fight against my intrusive thoughts and ruminations and now i know i have a way out if need be. My question is do we know for sure n is painless? (Im a coward i know) what happens when you fall asleep? Is it possible you feel pain from the oxygen deprivation? Does anyone know if this is suppressed by the n?
The jealousy that runs through me😂😂😂
Try to focus on what you want
You have the best opportunity
Best wishes to you
I'm jealous but sooooo happy for you🫂
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
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You're so fucking lucky!
 
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no_choice

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Nov 6, 2024
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I am traveling to Peru or Mexico in hopes to find N and can leave as early as next week. If anyone can help me secure a source, please message me. I have been long time lurker here, and so thankful for this site. Time is running short for me and I appreciate the help <3
 
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L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
1,390
Congratulations. How much product must be taken for a certain death? The whole bottle?
 

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