Begotten
Member
- May 8, 2024
- 62
Hello,
Today I'm starting my SN regimen taking the antiemetics and I must be ready to drink the SN tomorrow
I can't remember when was the last time I actually cried, have no clue, it's been years to be honest, but today I got emotional and caught myself crying writing the letters I gonna left for the ones that care about me, yeah I'm kinda of an old school style that's why pen and paper, I guess that's the most difficult part for the ones who is trying to leave this world and that's what probably made myself not be successful on my lame past attempts, the feeling of letting people who doesn't deserve that behind hurt as fuck, but this time there's no way back once I drink my poison and lay down on my bed to the eternal sleep, anyways, just venting a bit about what happened to me today, take care all
Today I'm starting my SN regimen taking the antiemetics and I must be ready to drink the SN tomorrow
I can't remember when was the last time I actually cried, have no clue, it's been years to be honest, but today I got emotional and caught myself crying writing the letters I gonna left for the ones that care about me, yeah I'm kinda of an old school style that's why pen and paper, I guess that's the most difficult part for the ones who is trying to leave this world and that's what probably made myself not be successful on my lame past attempts, the feeling of letting people who doesn't deserve that behind hurt as fuck, but this time there's no way back once I drink my poison and lay down on my bed to the eternal sleep, anyways, just venting a bit about what happened to me today, take care all