Got a taste of SN — here's my experience

[neenie]

Hello,

I've made a thread in the spur of the moment to ask for advice, but now that I'm all good I can make a report of my experience with SN.

I actually wanted to die from it but wasn't able to fully commit because of the diabolical taste. It literally tasted like bleach, or heavily chlorinated and heavily salted water.
I had mixed 20 grams in ~75 ml of water and taken the equivalent of maybe two teaspoons of the mixture. Not a lot but enough to end up in pain :(

Right after sipping it, my heart was racing, I felt tingling in my hands, I had nausea, a headache and extremely poor coordination and balance. Soon after, I was super hot, I started hearing things as if they were muffled and I had to focus heavily to stare at things or else they looked blurred or distorted. I happened to have a panic attack over the idea that I might have to go to the hospital (which didn't happen eventually thank god) but if you have taken the right dosage and are ready to go, I swear it won't be a nervous experience. Apart from the fact I was scared to be in pain or end up with severe damage, I felt weak and was simply ready to go to sleep and wait for it to pass, so SN doesn't actually cause anxiety directly despite causing tachycardia. I eventually went to sleep and woke up around 7 hours afterwards feeling too weak to move for an hour, then when I actually gathered the courage to stand up I still had terrible balance and saw lights in my vision. I had to try 3 times to actually stand on my feet without falling I also still had impaired hearing and nausea which lasted for another 5 hours after I woke up I'd say? I went to take a shower, and was met with a terrible reflection of myself in the mirror because I had unlocked new undertones in the shades of blue and brown (super rare limited edition cyanosis skin). I usually enjoy my appearance but even a mother couldn't love that. Anyway I was super shivery and kept alternating between being too cold and being too hot. I couldn't dress up for another hour despite my best effort due to heavy headache and challenged balance. I went to sleep for 30 minutes (still half naked lol) which eventually gave me the strength to grab a tylenol that relieved my headache and allowed me to go buy some food.

Currently I'm feeling better, and going back to normal physical sensations after having experienced SN ingestion truly feels like a blessing and a relief and is making me feel quite appreciative and motivated (though of course I think this will be temporary). I don't think I'm suffering damage from SN so it feels like it's actually as safe as everyone claims as long as you survive the thing (though please don't use it as a SH method it's way too risky)

Huge thank you to all the kind people who responded to my last topic, I know that as long as I have this community on my side I'll never be lonely <3 Especially when I'm feeling vulnerable so it truly means a lot to me <3<3

Anyway don't do poisons if you have important things to attend the day after and also if you have questions I might answer them

tl;dr: SN symptoms when you survive = flu + gastroenteritis + caffeine withdrawal + shitty balance and coordination + shitty appearance

 

[Ashes of a Dreamer]

Good to know, thanks for sharing your experience. Anyway, I think it's too risky to test SN if you're not absolutely sure to die, but your report is really useful. So, fellows, SN isn't the gold standard for CTB - maybe N? Idk - but it's a resource for doing it indoors, with some collateral effects, and interval to be dead. One more time, OP, that's very informative :)

 

[onlyformyself]

Hello,

I've made a thread in the spur of the moment to ask for advice, but now that I'm all good I can make a report of my experience with SN.

I actually wanted to die from it but wasn't able to fully commit because of the diabolical taste. It literally tasted like bleach, or heavily chlorinated and heavily salted water.
I had mixed 20 grams in ~75 ml of water and taken the equivalent of maybe two teaspoons of the mixture. Not a lot but enough to end up in pain :(

Right after sipping it, my heart was racing, I felt tingling in my hands, I had nausea, a headache and extremely poor coordination and balance. Soon after, I was super hot, I started hearing things as if they were muffled and I had to focus heavily to stare at things or else they looked blurred or distorted. I happened to have a panic attack over the idea that I might have to go to the hospital (which didn't happen eventually thank god) but if you have taken the right dosage and are ready to go, I swear it won't be a nervous experience. Apart from the fact I was scared to be in pain or end up with severe damage, I felt weak and was simply ready to go to sleep and wait for it to pass, so SN doesn't actually cause anxiety directly despite causing tachycardia. I eventually went to sleep and woke up around 7 hours afterwards feeling too weak to move for an hour, then when I actually gathered the courage to stand up I still had terrible balance and saw lights in my vision. I had to try 3 times to actually stand on my feet without falling I also still had impaired hearing and nausea which lasted for another 5 hours after I woke up I'd say? I went to take a shower, and was met with a terrible reflection of myself in the mirror because I had unlocked new undertones in the shades of blue and brown (super rare limited edition cyanosis skin). I usually enjoy my appearance but even a mother couldn't love that. Anyway I was super shivery and kept alternating between being too cold and being too hot. I couldn't dress up for another hour despite my best effort due to heavy headache and challenged balance. I went to sleep for 30 minutes (still half naked lol) which eventually gave me the strength to grab a tylenol that relieved my headache and allowed me to go buy some food.

Currently I'm feeling better, and going back to normal physical sensations after having experienced SN ingestion truly feels like a blessing and a relief and is making me feel quite appreciative and motivated (though of course I think this will be temporary). I don't think I'm suffering damage from SN so it feels like it's actually as safe as everyone claims as long as you survive the thing (though please don't use it as a SH method it's way too risky)

Huge thank you to all the kind people who responded to my last topic, I know that as long as I have this community on my side I'll never be lonely <3 Especially when I'm feeling vulnerable so it truly means a lot to me <3<3

Anyway don't do poisons if you have important things to attend the day after and also if you have questions I might answer them

tl;dr: SN symptoms when you survive = flu + gastroenteritis + caffeine withdrawal + shitty balance and coordination + shitty appearance

Did u feel pains were the symptoms bearable
What gram and quantity did u take

 

[divinemistress36]

Did you take any benzos before?

 

[physic1st]

Hello,

I've made a thread in the spur of the moment to ask for advice, but now that I'm all good I can make a report of my experience with SN.

I actually wanted to die from it but wasn't able to fully commit because of the diabolical taste. It literally tasted like bleach, or heavily chlorinated and heavily salted water.
I had mixed 20 grams in ~75 ml of water and taken the equivalent of maybe two teaspoons of the mixture. Not a lot but enough to end up in pain :(

Right after sipping it, my heart was racing, I felt tingling in my hands, I had nausea, a headache and extremely poor coordination and balance. Soon after, I was super hot, I started hearing things as if they were muffled and I had to focus heavily to stare at things or else they looked blurred or distorted. I happened to have a panic attack over the idea that I might have to go to the hospital (which didn't happen eventually thank god) but if you have taken the right dosage and are ready to go, I swear it won't be a nervous experience. Apart from the fact I was scared to be in pain or end up with severe damage, I felt weak and was simply ready to go to sleep and wait for it to pass, so SN doesn't actually cause anxiety directly despite causing tachycardia. I eventually went to sleep and woke up around 7 hours afterwards feeling too weak to move for an hour, then when I actually gathered the courage to stand up I still had terrible balance and saw lights in my vision. I had to try 3 times to actually stand on my feet without falling I also still had impaired hearing and nausea which lasted for another 5 hours after I woke up I'd say? I went to take a shower, and was met with a terrible reflection of myself in the mirror because I had unlocked new undertones in the shades of blue and brown (super rare limited edition cyanosis skin). I usually enjoy my appearance but even a mother couldn't love that. Anyway I was super shivery and kept alternating between being too cold and being too hot. I couldn't dress up for another hour despite my best effort due to heavy headache and challenged balance. I went to sleep for 30 minutes (still half naked lol) which eventually gave me the strength to grab a tylenol that relieved my headache and allowed me to go buy some food.

Currently I'm feeling better, and going back to normal physical sensations after having experienced SN ingestion truly feels like a blessing and a relief and is making me feel quite appreciative and motivated (though of course I think this will be temporary). I don't think I'm suffering damage from SN so it feels like it's actually as safe as everyone claims as long as you survive the thing (though please don't use it as a SH method it's way too risky)

Huge thank you to all the kind people who responded to my last topic, I know that as long as I have this community on my side I'll never be lonely <3 Especially when I'm feeling vulnerable so it truly means a lot to me <3<3

Anyway don't do poisons if you have important things to attend the day after and also if you have questions I might answer them

tl;dr: SN symptoms when you survive = flu + gastroenteritis + caffeine withdrawal + shitty balance and coordination + shitty appearance

Please share where you could get SN from there's like no website that sells it without hassle, and isnt strictly US

 

[neenie]

Good to know, thanks for sharing your experience. Anyway, I think it's too risky to test SN if you're not absolutely sure to die, but your report is really useful. So, fellows, SN isn't the gold standard for CTB - maybe N? Idk - but it's a resource for doing it indoors, with some collateral effects, and interval to be dead. One more time, OP, that's very informative :)

Thank you for your thoughts and feedback I really appreciate it!

Did u feel pains were the symptoms bearable
What gram and quantity did u take

The pain was much more noticeable when I was not distracted and thus focused on physical sensations. I can't really evaluate how many grams of SN I took, I don't know if there was even a gram

Did you take any benzos before?

I didn't take benzos but I did take an AE (OTC in France called Vogalib)

Please share where you could get SN from there's like no website that sells it without hassle, and isnt strictly US

We're not allowed to outright share sources, a little digging on the forum will get you there. Mine was from B brand B website

 

[FakeProdigy]

I don't really have anything to contribute to this thread but I just wanted to say, having seen the other thread where you were actively taking it, I'm glad you're still around. Please be careful if you attempt it again no tiny sips

 

[neenie]

I don't really have anything to contribute to this thread but I just wanted to say, having seen the other thread where you were actively taking it, I'm glad you're still around. Please be careful if you attempt it again no tiny sips

Thank you so much! I've learned my lesson, I don't think I'll try again soon

 

[Michi_Violeta]

It was quite eerie reading your thread after having written a similar one mere days ago, I'm glad you're okay even though it wasn't the original plan: anything is better than being rushed to the ER or a slow and agonizing death.

We got a sticky now about SN tasting, attempts and trials. Here's hoping everyone who finds this thread reads it and understands that it's better to just go all in with SN or else you're risking a trip to the AR or an unnecessarily lengthy, painful, and perhaps even unwilling death.

 

[lucyanne]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience, it is definitely reassuring to know i have chosen the way the suits me best.
It certainly sounds preferable to a benadryl overdose.

 

[gothbird]

I'm really relieved you made it through without long-term damage, and I hope your recovery continues to go smoothly.
That said, I do want to gently but firmly emphasise something for others who might be reading: testing SN—even unintentionally, in small amounts—is extremely dangerous.

SN is not something to "try out" like a new medication or a taste test. Even small doses can cause severe hypoxia, cardiac complications, neurological symptoms, or death. Your story illustrates this perfectly—blurred vision, balance issues, cyanosis, temperature dysregulation, auditory distortion—these are not mild side effects, they're your body screaming in real time that it's dying.

It's important for people to understand that SN is not safe unless you are fully prepared, fully informed, and truly ready to commit. Partial doses or hesitation can not only lead to traumatic experiences but also result in hospitalisation, lifelong damage, or being subjected to psychiatric intervention against your will.

I know this wasn't a "test" for you, and I respect your vulnerability in posting this. I just hope others won't take this as a reason to experiment. There are safer ways to seek clarity or control, and this community exists to inform, not to encourage impulsive use.

Sending strength as you recover. Please continue to take care of yourself—and thank you again for being real about what happened.

Please refer to @Dante_'s post here.

 

[neenie]

It was quite eerie reading your thread after having written a similar one mere days ago, I'm glad you're okay even though it wasn't the original plan: anything is better than being rushed to the ER or a slow and agonizing death.

We got a sticky now about SN tasting, attempts and trials. Here's hoping everyone who finds this thread reads it and understands that it's better to just go all in with SN or else you're risking a trip to the AR or an unnecessarily lengthy, painful, and perhaps even unwilling death.

Thank you for helping me when I was poisoned! Yeah I hope people consider heavily before they "test" their SN

Thank you so much for sharing your experience, it is definitely reassuring to know i have chosen the way the suits me best.
It certainly sounds preferable to a benadryl overdose.

Thank you for your feedback, I'm glad I could help! Yea I feel like catching the bus with legal medicine is just waiting for liver failure / kidney failure / respiratory arrest which sounds very undesirable to me given the report we have of liver failures on this forum :/

I'm really relieved you made it through without long-term damage, and I hope your recovery continues to go smoothly.
That said, I do want to gently but firmly emphasise something for others who might be reading: testing SN—even unintentionally, in small amounts—is extremely dangerous.

SN is not something to "try out" like a new medication or a taste test. Even small doses can cause severe hypoxia, cardiac complications, neurological symptoms, or death. Your story illustrates this perfectly—blurred vision, balance issues, cyanosis, temperature dysregulation, auditory distortion—these are not mild side effects, they're your body screaming in real time that it's dying.

It's important for people to understand that SN is not safe unless you are fully prepared, fully informed, and truly ready to commit. Partial doses or hesitation can not only lead to traumatic experiences but also result in hospitalisation, lifelong damage, or being subjected to psychiatric intervention against your will.

I know this wasn't a "test" for you, and I respect your vulnerability in posting this. I just hope others won't take this as a reason to experiment. There are safer ways to seek clarity or control, and this community exists to inform, not to encourage impulsive use.

Sending strength as you recover. Please continue to take care of yourself—and thank you again for being real about what happened.

Please refer to @Dante_'s post here.

Thank you for putting things in perspective! If anything I think my post is very dissuasive of testing SN but we can never be reminded enough!

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

Are we sure that Bo is so pure?

 

[leandra]

Glad you're okay and thanks for sharing your experience it's very helpful

 

[outrider567]

Good to know, thanks for sharing your experience. Anyway, I think it's too risky to test SN if you're not absolutely sure to die, but your report is really useful. So, fellows, SN isn't the gold standard for CTB - maybe N? Idk - but it's a resource for doing it indoors, with some collateral effects, and interval to be dead. One more time, OP, that's very informative :)

Gold Standard is Nitrogen, since Nembutal is too difficult to obtain

 

[Valhala]

Hello,

I've made a thread in the spur of the moment to ask for advice, but now that I'm all good I can make a report of my experience with SN.

I actually wanted to die from it but wasn't able to fully commit because of the diabolical taste. It literally tasted like bleach, or heavily chlorinated and heavily salted water.
I had mixed 20 grams in ~75 ml of water and taken the equivalent of maybe two teaspoons of the mixture. Not a lot but enough to end up in pain :(

Right after sipping it, my heart was racing, I felt tingling in my hands, I had nausea, a headache and extremely poor coordination and balance. Soon after, I was super hot, I started hearing things as if they were muffled and I had to focus heavily to stare at things or else they looked blurred or distorted. I happened to have a panic attack over the idea that I might have to go to the hospital (which didn't happen eventually thank god) but if you have taken the right dosage and are ready to go, I swear it won't be a nervous experience. Apart from the fact I was scared to be in pain or end up with severe damage, I felt weak and was simply ready to go to sleep and wait for it to pass, so SN doesn't actually cause anxiety directly despite causing tachycardia. I eventually went to sleep and woke up around 7 hours afterwards feeling too weak to move for an hour, then when I actually gathered the courage to stand up I still had terrible balance and saw lights in my vision. I had to try 3 times to actually stand on my feet without falling I also still had impaired hearing and nausea which lasted for another 5 hours after I woke up I'd say? I went to take a shower, and was met with a terrible reflection of myself in the mirror because I had unlocked new undertones in the shades of blue and brown (super rare limited edition cyanosis skin). I usually enjoy my appearance but even a mother couldn't love that. Anyway I was super shivery and kept alternating between being too cold and being too hot. I couldn't dress up for another hour despite my best effort due to heavy headache and challenged balance. I went to sleep for 30 minutes (still half naked lol) which eventually gave me the strength to grab a tylenol that relieved my headache and allowed me to go buy some food.

Currently I'm feeling better, and going back to normal physical sensations after having experienced SN ingestion truly feels like a blessing and a relief and is making me feel quite appreciative and motivated (though of course I think this will be temporary). I don't think I'm suffering damage from SN so it feels like it's actually as safe as everyone claims as long as you survive the thing (though please don't use it as a SH method it's way too risky)

Huge thank you to all the kind people who responded to my last topic, I know that as long as I have this community on my side I'll never be lonely <3 Especially when I'm feeling vulnerable so it truly means a lot to me <3<3

Anyway don't do poisons if you have important things to attend the day after and also if you have questions I might answer them

tl;dr: SN symptoms when you survive = flu + gastroenteritis + caffeine withdrawal + shitty balance and coordination + shitty appearance

You would certainly not have survived 20 g of pure SN without medical help. I assume that the mentioned two teaspoons of SN were not 20 g and another question, from which source was the SN that you consumed or what purity was it? Did you consume any other medication from the protocol? Did you vomit and if so how much? Thanks for the answers.

 

[neenie]

Are we sure that Bo is so pure?

I'm starting to doubt it, I think I'm going to order test strips and update you all, though if it's been laced with something else I'm not sure I'll be able to know what exactly :/

Glad you're okay and thanks for sharing your experience it's very helpful

Thank you very much I'm glad you found it helpful <3

You would certainly not have survived 20 g of pure SN without medical help. I assume that the mentioned two teaspoons of SN were not 20 g and another question, from which source was the SN that you consumed or what purity was it? Did you consume any other medication from the protocol? Did you vomit and if so how much? Thanks for the answers.

The brand claims >=99% purity, but I'm going to look into testing the product. I had (voluntarily because I had taken AE) vomitted maybe 30-40 minutes after ingesting the SN, very little because I hadn't eaten in the previous hours and hadn't drunk much either. It kinda relieved some of my symptoms but not that much, only enough to calm my panic down a bit

 

[sanction]

Glad to hear you are doing better

Just curious, when you said to not use it as a "SH method". What does "SH" mean?

And what percentage of overall recovery or "back to normal" would you say you're at right now, after this experience?

For example, do you feel literally 100% the same physically, as before you had taken the SN? Or is it 90%... 80%... 70%...etc. Just want to see if you felt any long-term damage from it at all. Or was there literally no damage from it afterwards, and basically a full recovery?