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Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
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So i will have 1 hr alone tomorrow and was wondering if it's enough to go with SN having taken 25gr with 50ml of water at 16:00, used the Meto hrs prior and had the last meal the day before at 19:00? So more than 12hrs fasting.
In the protocol it is said that watching a patient ctb with SN he lost consciousness after 15 min and was out in 35 min so i'm wondering how much is that info reliable? Does anyone else have more stories where the person ctb with SN really fast?

Having to wait for the perfect moment when i'm alone for more than 1hr would require weeks and i can't wait that long anymore..
 
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darkizz

darkizz

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Aug 23, 2023
43
Tbh with reading others stories i wouldn't risk it with just an hour. Without rechecking it id say most i read were like 20-40 minutes till no responses, but being unconscious doesn't mean you cant be saved so. maybe go for minimum 2 hours. The more time you have till you are found the better.

Also id say it depends on how fast and often you throw up, it could prolong the time it takes to do its work.
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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Take no risks, get a cheap hotel room and make sure you got all the time in the world
 
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Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
71
Tbh with reading others stories i wouldn't risk it with just an hour. Without rechecking it id say most i read were like 20-40 minutes till no responses, but being unconscious doesn't mean you cant be saved so. maybe go for minimum 2 hours. The more time you have till you are found the better.

Also id say it depends on how fast and often you throw up, it could prolong the time it takes to do its work.
Well i really hope i won't throw up, doesn't seem like a VERY common thing from what i've read, and also i'd be on a fasting period so even if it happens hopefully the deathly dose would already be absorbed.

I might get 1.5-2hrs in 2 days, i may shoot for that, and hope that in 30 min mark i'm gone for good, and that even if they find me they won't be able to tell what is the cause. Many people have died after calling immediately the emergency even with a late infusion of methylene blue.

It just sucks having to gamble you know?
 
darkizz

darkizz

Member
Aug 23, 2023
43
Well i really hope i won't throw up, doesn't seem like a VERY common thing from what i've read,
I thought it was pretty common. Especailly if you have a weak stomach or get anxious fast. Even if you dont think prepare the second dosage to be sure.

Yea having to gamble there sucks. Cant you get a hotel room for a day like Zerenging suggested? Would be way more save and your family doesnt have to find you.
 
Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
71
I thought it was pretty common. Especailly if you have a weak stomach or get anxious fast. Even if you dont think prepare the second dosage to be sure.

Yea having to gamble there sucks. Cant you get a hotel room for a day like Zerenging suggested? Would be way more save and your family doesnt have to find you.
Throwing up is very common that's why people take antiemetics with SN
My bad i meant that doesn't seem like very common to throw up after ingestin meto, but yeah i'll have to keep a second cup which kinda sucks.
No i prefer not to, hotels are kinda dangerous cause you have many variables that could get you discovered or heard, so i prefer having my time at home with my plan set up ahead
 
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