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Extremly kind <3

Extremly kind <3

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Goodbye. May peace with you now.

It's kinda crazy... Seeing people go like this, one by one. But I'm happy for them that the suffering is finally over.
Those people are forced to do so, they have no way out other than CTB, most of them are very kinda and intelligent ppl who could not stand the harshness of life and the cruelty of people, may their souls rest in peace.
 
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Goodbye, I wish the best for you at the other side. <3
 
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good luck
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

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Sep 3, 2018
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Eternal peace :halo:
 
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Kaput

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Apr 10, 2019
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I am so sorry that you have gone. You were always such a constant, encouraging presence. RIP.
 
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He's still alive guys: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/failed-attempt.17636/
 
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I was unsuccessful. I've posted an update in my method thread here (links direct to my last post)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drowning-my-method.17545/post-332956

May I ask @SomebodyBroken and @GinaIsReady to please reconsider their angry responses to the post from @Jessica5 on this thread. They are perfectly correct as I made clear in my method post, and whilst goodbye threads are meant to be supportive, I do believe they were genuinely being supportive in pointing how painful this method will be.

I can guarantee you all that I will never attempt this method again.
 
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Kaput

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Apr 10, 2019
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Dear @Superfluous. I Just read your update . Wow. What an ordeal. I cannot believe your resolve, struggle and willingness to share. I am so so sorry for whatever led you to this point - you are clearly a strong, brilliant person. I wish I could offer more than selfish gratitude that you are, relatively, OK. I do hope you rest and nourish yourself. How do you feel?
 
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Superfluous

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Exhausted, in some pain and totally at a loss as to what comes next. Thankfully still a bit high from the drugs. Oh, and very emotional. Very unlike me, but I find myself in tears quite often.
 
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Exhausted, in some pain and totally at a loss as to what comes next. Thankfully still a bit high from the drugs. Oh, and very emotional. Very unlike me, but I find myself in tears quite often.
Oddly enough, I watched Castaway today, then read your post, so I have a very strong visual of being out among the waves and rocks. I am floored what you went through. Sending all the moral support in the world.
 
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Dec 15, 2018
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I read your update. I'm so sorry for what you went through. What an ordeal! You are brave. I hope with some rest you feel better.
 
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May 9, 2019
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@Superfluous I just read your update. I can't even imagine how you must feel after an experience like that. I'm so very sorry! I wish I could somehow help! At the very least, I am glad you were able to get your tablet working and it may have been for the best the trazadone got away as you discovered your plan wouldn't work. I'm truly sorry you were harmed in the attempt. Please try to get some rest, hope you're able to eat something also. Sending you hugs and good thoughts. If you need to talk, we're here for you and my PM is always open. :hug:
 
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SomebodyBroken

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May 6, 2019
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I was unsuccessful. I've posted an update in my method thread here (links direct to my last post)

May I ask @SomebodyBroken and @GinaIsReady to please reconsider their angry responses to the post from @Jessica5 on this thread. They are perfectly correct as I made clear in my method post, and whilst goodbye threads are meant to be supportive, I do believe they were genuinely being supportive in pointing how painful this method will be.

I can guarantee you all that I will never attempt this method again.
I can clarify what you mean? there are no my posts in this thread...
I sympathize that did not work out to succeed. also failed with this method =\ SI so hard xD
 
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I can clarify what you mean? there are no my posts in this thread...
I sympathize that did not work out to succeed. also failed with this method =\ SI so hard xD
Sorry I wasn't clear. When @Jessica5 replied to my goodbye post (#13), she warned me how painful it was. Your "like" response was angry face. I'm just asking you to consider changing it to Like. I believe she was just trying to help. It's your decision. Thanks for your consideration.
@Superfluous I just read your update. I can't even imagine how you must feel after an experience like that. I'm so very sorry! I wish I could somehow help! At the very least, I am glad you were able to get your tablet working and it may have been for the best the trazadone got away as you discovered your plan wouldn't work. I'm truly sorry you were harmed in the attempt. Please try to get some rest, hope you're able to eat something also. Sending you hugs and good thoughts. If you need to talk, we're here for you and my PM is always open. :hug:
No permanent damage done. I've been advised by my friend to stay here a couple more days, so will relocate back to the other side of the island. Financially, I'm totally fucked and can't see a way out of this situation, so going to have a bit of a think today. I've booked a couple of days at the previous hotel for tomorrow and Saturday. I still have the ratchet strap and bags, so another attempt may well be due shortly.

Also going to look into drug options. I've only got a handful of diazepam remaining, but I'll see what's available. Amitriptyline was available on the other island, so may see if I can get the other drugs required. I've still got domperidone. May also try and search out a vet for N.

Oh, amazingly, I found my microSD card in the pocket of the trousers I was wearing whilst out swimming. Not sure if it still works, but will clean it later today and give it a try.
 
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Sorry I wasn't clear. When @Jessica5 replied to my goodbye post (#13), she warned me how painful it was. Your "like" response was angry face. I'm just asking you to consider changing it to Like. I believe she was just trying to help. It's your decision. Thanks for your consideration.

ah.. okay =) removed, it's not difficult for me. but I reacted like that because she reacted a bit harshly.
but I do not understand why you consider this method calm. I tried and also gave up because of SI hard. more precisely he decided for me xD
anyway its only imho
 
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ah.. okay =) removed, it's not difficult for me. but I reacted like that because she reacted a bit harshly.
but I do not understand why you consider this method calm. I tried and also gave up because of SI hard. more precisely he decided for me xD
anyway its only imho
Thanks a lot. I understand your reaction.

I agree this method is very hard having now tried. I would never try this again.
 
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Halo13

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May 9, 2019
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Sorry I wasn't clear. When @Jessica5 replied to my goodbye post (#13), she warned me how painful it was. Your "like" response was angry face. I'm just asking you to consider changing it to Like. I believe she was just trying to help. It's your decision. Thanks for your consideration.

No permanent damage done. I've been advised by my friend to stay here a couple more days, so will relocate back to the other side of the island. Financially, I'm totally fucked and can't see a way out of this situation, so going to have a bit of a think today. I've booked a couple of days at the previous hotel for tomorrow and Saturday. I still have the ratchet strap and bags, so another attempt may well be due shortly.

Also going to look into drug options. I've only got a handful of diazepam remaining, but I'll see what's available. Amitriptyline was available on the other island, so may see if I can get the other drugs required. I've still got domperidone. May also try and search out a vet for N.

Oh, amazingly, I found my microSD card in the pocket of the trousers I was wearing whilst out swimming. Not sure if it still works, but will clean it later today and give it a try.
Geez, after such an ordeal I'll keep my fingers crossed you can locate N. I'm really amazed at your determination and bravery, it is admirable. I couldn't have kept so organized out in the water like you did. Are you feeling any better, at least physically? That pro choice psychiatrist you met sounds pretty awesome, by the way.
 
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Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
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Just happening to meet a pro-choice psychiatrist in such circumstances was very fortuitous, wasn't it ?
Almost unbelievable.
 
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Just happening to meet a pro-choice psychiatrist in such circumstances was very fortuitous, wasn't it ?
Almost unbelievable.
Spooky
 
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Apr 12, 2019
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Downright transcendant.
I met God once. At that time he was a he and was wearing a plaid shirt, and he turned up unexpectedly and got me out of a jam.

He work in funny ways.
 
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