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My time here on earth is coming closer to an end. Following the sn method with a few changes as I'm struggling to get hold of some items. I will be posting more the closer I get to my final day. I shall try to post once I've taken the sn to report my experiences.
 
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Methodology:
25g of sn in 100ml of water x 2 cups.

Alongside the sn, I will be taking Olanzapine as an Antiemetic.


Here is the modified regimen:
Day 1
• 20:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
Day 2
• 4:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 12:00
-1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 20:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
Day 3
• No food on Day 3, only water
• 4:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 11:00
- Stop drinking water
• 12:00
- 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
• 12:20
- 3 X 5mg Olanzapine
• Wait 40 minutes
- During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water
- Prepare a second 25gm SN drink (in case vomiting happens)
• 13:00
- Drink SN solution
• Lay back
 
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Methodology:
25g of sn in 100ml of water x 2 cups.

Alongside the sn, I will be taking Olanzapine as an Antiemetic.


Here is the modified regimen:
Day 1
• 20:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
Day 2
• 4:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 12:00
-1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 20:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
Day 3
• No food on Day 3, only water
• 4:00
- 1 X 5mg Olanzapine
• 11:00
- Stop drinking water
• 12:00
- 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
• 12:20
- 3 X 5mg Olanzapine
1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
- Antiacid (with Magnesium Hydroxide)
• Wait 40 minutes
- During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water
- Prepare a second 25gm SN drink (in case vomiting happens)
• 13:00
- Drink SN solution
• Lay back
Have you checked the compatibility of olanzapine and metoclopramide? Perhaps mixing 2 antiemetics is not a good idea, although I understand that you only have 1 meto.

How many hours will you fast? I wouldn't recommend spending more than 12 hours fasting. Antacids are also not recommended. No benzos? I call that value
 
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Have you checked the compatibility of olanzapine and metoclopramide? Perhaps mixing 2 antiemetics is not a good idea, although I understand that you only have 1 meto.

How many hours will you fast? I wouldn't recommend spending more than 12 hours fasting. Antacids are also not recommended. No benzos? I call that value
After a quick search:
"Using metoclopramide together with OLANZapine is not recommended. Treatment with either medication alone can cause Parkinson-like symptoms and abnormal muscle movements, and combining them may increase that risk."

But by this point should I be worried?, probably not.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

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My time here on earth is coming closer to an end. Following the sn method with a few changes as I'm struggling to get hold of some items. I will be posting more the closer I get to my final day. I shall try to post once I've taken the sn to report my experiences.
Thank you so much for generously sharing your real time journey with us. May you be blessed with a swift and peaceful passage...
 
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Good luck on your journey.
 
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rozeske

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Good luck, I wish you the best in everything.
 
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Best wishes.
 
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After a quick search:
"Using metoclopramide together with OLANZapine is not recommended. Treatment with either medication alone can cause Parkinson-like symptoms and abnormal muscle movements, and combining them may increase that risk."

But by this point should I be worried?, probably not.
You should be concerned because if you want your attempt to be successful you need to get it right.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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Wishing u a peaceful and merciful journey, goodbye.
 
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joedabest123

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Jun 22, 2024
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So sad to see. life is pain, I understand your decision pain is a part of life. embracing the pain and struggle is our only option I sometimes feel like taking my own life but something in the back of my mind stops me I'm not trying to talk you out of it it's your decision but maybe there is more to life out there you don't know if you don't try. it's just really sad to see another thread like this
 
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mixed and ready to drink. Wish me luck and see you on the other side (if there is one).
my heart is racing already and I am scared of what is next.
Peace be with you all.
 

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mixed and ready to drink. Wish me luck and see you on the other side (if there is one).
my heart is racing already and I am scared of what is next.
Peace be with you all.
Peace to you as well!! And good luck
 
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My heart is beating so fast. Have taken a tiny sip. So salty. It's like drinking sea water.
 
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PetrichorBirth

Student
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My heart is beating so fast.
Any pain?

Edit : Oh, since you've just taken a sip recently, your beating heart must be from you being excited and not the effects of SN
 
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I hope you get what you want, im sorry life treated you this. Go in peace my friend
 
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Have downed it. Heart is beating very quickly. No pain. Slight burning sensation in stomach. Feels like acid reflux.
No vomiting.
Feeling dizzy.
 
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Rest in peace. Hope You find what You was looking for.
 
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Burning sensation in stomach. Feeling a bit sick.
 
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Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace! Farewell!
 
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20 minutes, You are nearly there, be strong.
 
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Rest in peace
 
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Peace be with you as well 🕊
 
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