Goodbye

[invisiblesuffering]

Im trans i can't do this anymore this wasn't the way wanted to live I pass but dysphoria is killing me the fact that im a biological male is killing me . normal men aren't going to date me why should they when there are cis people best men are for cis people only creepy men want to date me they never want to have a relationship with me. I wish i was just a gay boy but my dysphoria is not fun at all I Will do sn today this is it I have meto and klonopin and paracetamol i hope everything goes ok.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Optimu$]

I'm sorry for your all-to-familiar struggle as I see it mentioned in this community a lot and certain programs have given me a little insight into this. May you R.I.P

 

[struggles_inc]

Dating is extremely overrated. You want connection and attention from people who judge you by the cover. But this connection doesn't happen because dating sucks and is only good for sex, for trans and cis people both.

 

[rozeske]

I'm so sorry for your struggles. No one deserves to have to go through this pain. I wish things could work out your way but if you decide on this I hope you find the peace and freedom you search for

 

[trappedinthislife]

Fellow trans women here. I get the struggle, sometimes I wish I was a straight man too. I pray that you will find peace in your struggle. I will fight on in your memory, and hope to bring a light of hope to the community. Goodbye for now, sister.

 

[LunarLight]

Fellow trans woman here too. I understand you, I wish I were cis so, so bad. I hope you find peace whatever you decide to do.

 

[invisiblesuffering]

I'm sorry for your all-to-familiar struggle as I see it mentioned in this community a lot and certain programs have given me a little insight into this. R.I.P

Funny you say rip im still alive. But thank you

Dating is extremely overrated. You want connection and attention from people who judge you by the cover. But this connection doesn't happen because dating sucks and is only good for sex, for trans and cis people both.

Many things are overrated i don't care if my decision to die is not logical im doing this for emotional reason i know its wrong but i don't care my pain is beyond reason and logic so thats it

I'm so sorry for your struggles. No one deserves to have to go through this pain. I wish things could work out your way but if you decide on this I hope you find the peace and freedom you search for

You all make me feel lovely thanks

Fellow trans women here. I get the struggle, sometimes I wish I was a straight man too. I pray that you will find peace in your struggle. I will fight on in your memory, and hope to bring a light of hope to the community. Goodbye for now, sister.

Trans phobes are probably cringing when you say sister but thank you

Fellow trans woman here too. I understand you, I wish I were cis so, so bad. I hope you find peace whatever you decide to do.

So many trans people here dysphoria is brutal so it make sense

 

[justcallmeJ]

Im sorry your having so much trouble with your dysphoria, being trans is pain :( i hope you are sure about your plan, i wish you the best whatever happens <3

 

[dreamfloat]

I hope you found peace.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

OP you don't have to justify your choice. Emotional capacity is everything. I don't ever like to see anyone diminish emotional intelligence or needs. It is literally the core of the human experience. Other species too 100%. I don't know if this is too late, but I hope you are at peace now.

 

[botanist_dude]

I hope you can aliviate your pain.

Btw, there are some men who would date a trans woman (I'm one of them), but I'm very sorry you have encountered nothing but creeps. You deserve better

 

[ztoi]

Im trans i can't do this anymore this wasn't the way wanted to live I pass but dysphoria is killing me the fact that im a biological male is killing me . normal men aren't going to date me why should they when there are cis people best men are for cis people only creepy men want to date me they never want to have a relationship with me. I wish i was just a gay boy but my dysphoria is not fun at all I Will do sn today this is it I have meto and klonopin and paracetamol i hope everything goes ok.

i love you

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Funny you say rip im still alive. But thank you

Many things are overrated i don't care if my decision to die is not logical im doing this for emotional reason i know its wrong but i don't care my pain is beyond reason and logic so thats it

You all make me feel lovely thanks

Trans phobes are probably cringing when you say sister but thank you

So many trans people here dysphoria is brutal so it make sense

Are you still here? I wish for you a peaceful passage. What method? Will you be documenting your process with us?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

No one should ever feel the need to kill themselves for being who they truly are. What a sad world this is.

 

[invisiblesuffering]

i couldn't do it sorry

 

[Despondent_Fondant]

i couldn't do it sorry

No one here would ever be mad that someone did not go through with suicide. I am glad you are still here <3 . Dysphoria is a complicated beast, and I wish you the best of luck. :)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

i couldn't do it sorry

Welcome back! Don't be too hard to yourself. It's difficult. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[rozeske]

i couldn't do it sorry

Nothing to apologize for here. Everyone understands how much of a personal and difficult decision this is. I wish you the best going forward

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Im trans i can't do this anymore this wasn't the way wanted to live I pass but dysphoria is killing me the fact that im a biological male is killing me . normal men aren't going to date me why should they when there are cis people best men are for cis people only creepy men want to date me they never want to have a relationship with me. I wish i was just a gay boy but my dysphoria is not fun at all I Will do sn today this is it I have meto and klonopin and paracetamol i hope everything goes ok.

Cis woman here, I just wanted to say I have a rare medical condition that sadly went untreated for too long and I do have severe feelings of dysphoria because of it. I literally have never felt like a woman in my entire life. It's tough seeing the ideal version of yourself in your head but not living up to it. Thinking of you. <3

 

[invisiblesuffering]

I thought making a goodbye thread help me do it

Nothing to apologize for here. Everyone understands how much of a personal and difficult decision this is. I wish you the best going forward

Thank you

 

[Optimu$]

i couldn't do it sorry

God we all share in that frustration for our own attempts. Be annoyed with yourself by all means but you definitely don't owe us and apology.

You might also need to consider if it's what you really want. I can never bring myself to hope someone will choose to die even though I wish myself to.

 

[invisiblesuffering]

God we all share in that frustration for our own attempts. Be annoyed with yourself by all means but you definitely don't owe us and apology.

You might also need to consider if it's what you really want. I can never bring myself to hope someone will choose to die even though I wish myself to.

I really want to do it might try again tomorrow i will update on this thread. I wasn't going to make a goodbye thread but i thought maybe talking to people before i go will give the willpower to do it .talking to people here is lovely every one are so nice. Thank you