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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
73
Taking the benzos now then ingesting sn in 5 minutes. I hope you all find the freedom you seek. I will try to let you all know what it's like as long as I stay concious. Peace and love to all.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Good bye my friend. I wish you peace
 
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dweams

dweams

i feel tired…maybe I’ll get wings
Feb 26, 2023
201
So long friend. Sweet dreams. :)
 
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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
73
Benzos have me feeling real nice. Time for sn.
 
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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
567
wish you peace and calm. Goodbye
 
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davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
Farewell. Peace at last
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Peace on your journey <3
 
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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
73
Suuuper salty. Wow. Almost like drinking chlorine.
Watching umbrella academy and hitting my vape to relax. Ready for the bus.
Back of throat feels scratchy and heartbeat is fast but nothing unmanageable.
 
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davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
Suuuper salty. Wow. Almost like drinking chlorine.
Watching umbrella academy and hitting my vape to relax. Ready for the bus.
Back of throat feels scratchy and heartbeat is fast but nothing unmanageable.
You take any antiemetics?
 
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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
73
Nope. But apparently lorazepam is a benzo that can be used for nausea. Only nausea really came when I first ingested. Heart just in overdrive but not frightening by any means.
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
Taking the benzos now then ingesting sn in 5 minutes. I hope you all find the freedom you seek. I will try to let you all know what it's like as long as I stay concious. Peace and love to all.
Well wishes
Safe travels
Peace eternally
 
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Lostone47

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Jan 7, 2024
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Threw up a bit. But think I kept enough down.
 
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flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
299
i hope you're doing fine and everything is great. much love.
 
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INTJme

Epeolatrist
Mar 22, 2024
336
RIP :heart:
 
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CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
302
I think I'm late but hope you had a comfortable passing. Rest in peace <3
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
Oh, damn it... Good luck and freedom from pain. And don't let your heart hurt😔
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,317
I hope you've found peace. RIP
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,896
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I hope you have found your ethernal peace. Rest easy 🕊
 
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rottenflesh

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Jan 8, 2024
61
rest in peace, you're so brave.
 
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zeecen

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Mar 30, 2024
39
I hope you find peace
 
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clown_17

clown_17

Almost gone, it almost worked
Oct 24, 2020
288
It sounds like you're free now. RIP and I'm sorry life wasn't kinder to you
 
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JezebelDuLioncourt

Member
Feb 23, 2024
81
It seems like you went down in twenty minutes upon ingesting SN. You took it at 12:06. Your last post at 12:27 wherein you said you threw up a bit. This is somewhat reassuring.

Thanks for this thread, mate. Godspeed!
 
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