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BirdNamedRose

BirdNamedRose

Drinks nothing but stupid juice
Apr 10, 2023
32
So i've got my bus ticket, time to catch it, it'll be quick, not too messy i hope, I tried my best but i'm so tired. I dont know if it'll work, if i miss i'll be in agony. I hate pain so I hope that wont be the case. Not sure what awaits, heaven, hell, isekai or reiencarnation. I don't care even the void would be better then this. Curse the man who brought me to this point and I hope my family will be ok. I'm sorry i wasn't strong enough. I had so much love to go around but it hurts twice as much.
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
I hope you don't miss, and rest easy. It's a crime that shitty people have the power to ruin lives.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,267
I hope you find freedom from all suffering, best wishes.
 
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softgirlluna

softgirlluna

Member
Jul 8, 2023
38
best of luck to you. see you on the other side
 
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Elliana Berriana

Member
Jun 10, 2023
23
It's terrible that you've had to deal with so much. I hope you can find the peace you're looking for.
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I hope you find peace, I'll cya soon
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
Have a nice trip. Give us update if you want.
 
drownll

drownll

Student
Jul 7, 2023
136
If you worry about the afterlife, don't worry, i ensure you that it's gonna be good, better than anything you can experience in this life at least.
You will be free, free of flesh, free of the rules of the physical plane, free of your needs, free of your dirty primal desires. Only limited by your imagination and driven by the purest and deepest of your desires.
 
starlover

starlover

Member
Apr 28, 2023
53
Good journeys on the other side of the dream, friend. May you find peace.
 
day

day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
658
Have a safe trip OP. I wish you nothing but well.
 
Don't want to screw

Don't want to screw

Member
Jul 9, 2023
36
Congratulations to my friend, have a good rest, have a good trip, I will come soon, hope to meet you
 
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
470
I hope your journey is peaceful and painless. hugs
 
Tikialia

Tikialia

I became the person I swore I'd never become
May 7, 2023
65
Godspeed and best of luck to you <3
 
SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
I am so thankful for this community and thankful you found your way. *Bear Hugs*! I wish you the best of luck!
 
BirdNamedRose

BirdNamedRose

Drinks nothing but stupid juice
Apr 10, 2023
32
I FUCKIN LIVED AND I"M NOT OK WITH IT
 
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BirdNamedRose

BirdNamedRose

Drinks nothing but stupid juice
Apr 10, 2023
32
Via boom stick unfortunately my little sister walked in on my attempt and my family took it away, even worse had I went through with it, I still would've lived, was loaded with target rounds, would've just peppered myself
 
020x

020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
249
It's sad that most goodbye threads eventually turn out as failed attempts :/
 
BirdNamedRose

BirdNamedRose

Drinks nothing but stupid juice
Apr 10, 2023
32
I wish I could get ahold of some SN but I hear that's pretty much impossible to get ahold of now a days, there is another similar thing I heard about recently but that one will take a few weeks to do me in, no stopping it but it'll be long and painful and I rather not prolong my suffering if the whole point is to escape it. Anyways guess I'll be stuck here awhile
 
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