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race

race

Member
Feb 17, 2026
11
Finally, I'm going to ctb today.

I'm so tired, I don't want anything anymore except ending this miserable life. I tried everything before considering ctb, and I'm %100 sure it's the best decision I will ever make. I've been through years of suffering, and it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.

I don't really know what's after death, but whatever is waiting for me, I hope it's peace.

Thank you all for your help. This community has helped me a lot, and I wish peace to all of you.

Goodbye SaSu <3
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

Student
Feb 24, 2026
117
goodbye, and good luck. hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,245
good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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MephiticShadow

MephiticShadow

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Nov 17, 2022
52
I'm so sorry this world has failed you. Love and peace to you
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

SN on 03/30/2026
Nov 30, 2025
177
I hope you find peace. Meet you on the other side 🕊️
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
924
See you on the other side. 🌌
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
I'm so sorry you're at this point. I wish you love and peace.
 
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thesighofleaves

thesighofleaves

Member
Aug 19, 2019
67
Safe travels, friend, and may you find peace.
 
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ICan’tSeeTheLight

Beautiful Remains
Jan 21, 2026
25
I wish you good luck and hope you find peace 🫂
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
Good luck, I wish you a safe journey💕
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
469
Hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,949
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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