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[happier than ever]

guys my initial plan was to ctb on 6th, but im preponing it since i realised there are too many variables to consider with my family around. i just opened my SN bottle, and it is condensed? like the powder is clumped together? is this still safe to use? since this is 500 g, i dont really have any alternate SN either(but i do have sodium azide)... Please tell me if this is safe to use since ive already had 30 mg of meto and olaz

 

[HilbertLingling]

from what i know, clumping is normal if it had sat around for some time.
what you have to look out for is its oxidizing from sodium nitrite to sodium nitrate. happens with regular contact with open air. it should be safe if its stored in an airtight container and not opened from time to time.
methods to test its effectiveness are available in this thread (look for How to test the purity of SN: marker): https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

mine has been in my possession for almost a year and i open it for a short while then seal it back from time to time, i hope it hasnt oxidized extensively

 

[DeathSleep]

I hope you find your peace.

 

[maniac116]

You're fine. They always come clumped up.

 

[needthebus]

im sorry things have been so difficult <3

 

[happier than ever]

guys i ended up not doing it because i didnt get any replies on time... but ive still been fasting since last night ( i didnt eat dinner+breakfast, has been about a 15 hour fast)... should i try to ctb again? i was so close to mixing the solution and stopped because i thought something was wrong with my SN (maybe my SI just kicked in) and I called my friend instead... pls do advise me soon about this as I have a flight back home tomorrow and my parents will be checking up on me today to remind me to pack so i dont have much time before they get worried (perhaps 5 hours or 6)