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akirat9

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Zegers

Zegers

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Are you leaving the forum or the world?
 
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charmsmilepromise

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Rest easy, friend :heart:
 
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Cathy Ames

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I'm sorry. If you change your mind, I hope you will come back here, where you can be free to be yourself and people will understand how it is--or at least try to understand it. I hope you can find peace.
 
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whywere

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I'm sorry. If you change your mind, I hope you will come back here, where you can be free to be yourself and people will understand how it is--or at least try to understand it. I hope you can find peace.
You are so awesome and kind!

Walter
 
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Forever Sleep

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I wish you a peaceful departure and a release from your suffering.
 
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akirat9

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Are you leaving the forum or the world?
that one person words hurt alot. i was already at lowest now worst

I'm sorry. If you change your mind, I hope you will come back here, where you can be free to be yourself and people will understand how it is--or at least try to understand it. I hope you can find peace.
thanks you are very kind
 
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FuneralCry

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Farewell. If you mean goodbye as in leaving this world then I wish you freedom from all suffering.
 
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Finding Sirius

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Peace to you, safe travels.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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akirat9

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for the first time in years I have actually cried. And I do not mean a little but actually cry. For long I thought I was ok being alone but I do not know. I kinda miss him alot.
I also came out about my recent struggles with eerything to one of my dev teammates and almost lost them as a result. it did not go well, it was very arugmentive, did nt understand and passed it all off with no care. I was birated and in some effort to not lose them i overdrafted myself over 1000 i did not have to not. i am so broken for crying and letting my emotion seep through. being suicidual chronically as i am is a burden. i just wanted to check if i could maybe be understood but it backfired.

and now i cant stop
 
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Zegers

Zegers

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Dec 15, 2021
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that one person words hurt alot. i was already at lowest now worst
Sorry i think it was a misunderstanding, as you didn't put anything in the post i was asking if you were leaving the forum or talking about ctb
 
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akirat9

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Sep 23, 2022
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Sorry i think it was a misunderstanding, as you didn't put anything in the post i was asking if you were leaving the forum or talking about ctb
talking about ctb.
so just read article on another SN death. kinda motivated me to take mine but i is still hard because i feel like i'm leaving something important behind
 
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Nikki2020

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Sep 24, 2022
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talking about ctb.
so just read article on another SN death. kinda motivated me to take mine but i is still hard because i feel like i'm leaving something important behind
i wish you peace in whatever you decide. ❤
 
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universe

Experienced
Jul 15, 2022
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I'm sorry that life has tried you so much and I send you all my prayers. I often see your posts on the forum. I hope you find peace no matter what.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

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Sep 17, 2022
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Sorry very this human cruel make hurt you , this say ctb other not understand cruel make cry rememb all time want talk here people not worry ,if method hpe peace, wish best
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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I don't know if you are still here but I wish you peace if you decided to go through with it. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 

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