goodbye thread!! today's the day

[BornHated]

Fuck. I fell asleep before sending the message I wanted to before you went, god damn it.
I hope you've made it out of this hell calmly.

 

[jessisme]

You are a beautiful writer, I wish you a peaceful journey. xo, j

 

[_smile_]

Hope it was a smooth journey, beautiful

 

[Zeusman8506]

T+0.
Thank you all.

XwX

I wish you peace knowing this was the last thing you communicated with anyone. Feels somewhat solum wish someone could have been there for you.
I see his last 3 letters wondering what XwX means. I am guessing he meant xox
RIP total respect for him the way he planned everything

 

[NoWayOut015]

I hope everything went well and you had safe travels

 

[DaBassBabyBoom]

Even if i'm new to this forum and i don't know you, i hope you had a smooth departure <3

 

[juliano2001]

My SN's stashed, I've started my antiemetic protocol, i've got everything ready.
Thank you to all of you for giving me this amazing place to be in the end, especially to the late Vizzy for writing the SN bible. My story isn't all that important, I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. It's funny how some people's reasons to ctb hinged on some marginal amount of time, for me it was stepping away from somewhere for 20 minutes, I've got a field I'm going to (which after scouting yesterday I've discovered the locals use as a shooting range lol), will make myself comfortable in my car and lay back. It's a quiet place with little light pollution so I'll see some stars. I've set up a message that'll automatically send to nearby authorities with the location of my body after the whole thing, don't wanna traumatize any poor sop.
Finality is a hell of a thing huh. Got this weird feeling in my stomach, the type you get when your flight lines up on the runway before takeoff.
If I can ask a small favor from you, please wish me a happy ending. Just a passing thought will do. Wanna increase my chances of whatever the other side is being good,
I'm afraid, anxious, and all the other emotions that come before such a journey, so I'll stop writing before I go off on too much of a tangent lol. Thanks for reading this far if you have.

It's approximately T-12 hours to when I plan to be at the spot and taking the SN. I'll try to keep this updated but once I ingest the SN I'll go radio silent, I hope yall understand.

I had a mentor figure in my life 3 years my senior who ctbed 2.5 years ago. He always used to say "patience is a fool's game". I'll see you soon, six.

weed :)

Hope to meet with you there soon where we can share our stories.

 

[Deathwish1968]

You haven't been active in a while. Wish you peace

 

[Touhou]

Rest in peace!

 

[forum user JJ 23/34]

Dear Artem,

I can't say I know you too well. It's not like we've met in person or anything, as that's the nature of things here.

I'm writing this wishing you peace, where ever you might be now. From our conversations, you were and are a good, smart, hard working lad, accepted into maybe one of world best opportunities to study Medicine in America, who honestly just got thrown unimaginable circumstances.

I wished you could've stuck around to fulfill that crazy crazy potential, but I understand that things do not always have, or need to have, a happy ending. Your passing touches my heart as perhaps you have a similar story, if maybe I would say yours is orders of magnitude apart from mine.

I wish peace for your parent, for your extended family back in Russia, may they find peace, but morn you appropriately, with good memories rather than bad, and without the slight ignorance I know I have experienced with mental health in Asia.

I hope God finds in favour of your soul and you and your girl can finally find peace to together.

Rest easy , JJ

Dear Artem,

I can't say I know you too well. It's not like we've met in person or anything, as that's the nature of things here.

I'm writing this wishing you peace, where ever you might be now. From our conversations, you were and are a good, smart, hard working lad, accepted into maybe one of world best opportunities to study Medicine in America, who honestly just got thrown unimaginable circumstances.

I wished you could've stuck around to fulfill that crazy crazy potential, but I understand that things do not always have, or need to have, a happy ending. Your passing touches my heart as perhaps you have a similar story, if maybe I would say yours is orders of magnitude apart from mine.

I wish peace for your parent, for your extended family back in Russia, may they find peace, but morn you appropriately, with good memories rather than bad, and without the slight ignorance I know I have experienced with mental health in Asia.

I hope God finds in favour of your soul and you and your girl can finally find peace to together.

Rest easy , JJ

Out in the rural Chinese rain rn, gonna buy the most expensive cigs they have and smoke one for you g.

 

[waRmblanket]

Update on Weedico's passing:
Weedico was not alone in the end, @dimstar and i were with him in his last moments. He was very calm and at peace with his decision. His passing was peaceful, as we listened to his favorite music, had a laugh, and talked about life as if it was just another day. They appreciated SaSu and any friends they had along the way. They're at peace now, so if you find a feather on your walks, it's from Weedico, pick it up, he's sending you a goodbye, those of you that loved them most of all.

 

[XdragonsoulX]

Update on Weedico's passing:
Weedico was not alone in the end, @dimstar and i were with him in his last moments. He was very calm and at peace with his decision. His passing was peaceful, as we listened to his favorite music, had a laugh, and talked about life as if it was just another day. They appreciated SaSu and any friends they had along the way. They're at peace now, so if you find a feather on your walks, it's from Weedico, pick it up, he's sending you a goodbye, those of you that loved them most of all.

I literally just found the biggest feather randomly at work too

 

[waRmblanket]

I literally just found the biggest feather randomly at work too

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WOAH!!!! i've only found small ones but i collect all feathers, from friends passed. first day he passed, i found 6! i've found them everyday since he's passed

let's make a feather find/fallen angel wings chain!!!

 

[XdragonsoulX]

WOAH!!!! i've only found small ones but i collect all feathers, from friends passed. first day he passed, i found 6! i've found them everyday since he's passed

let's make a feather find/fallen angel wings chain!!!

Absolutely, I've found quite a few feathers too since their passing, including 3 blue jay feathers, I burn an incense stick and say a few words of peace for them in honour of everyone's passing when I see their final moments in the goodbye threads.

 

[DaBassBabyBoom]

Update on Weedico's passing:
Weedico was not alone in the end, @dimstar and i were with him in his last moments. He was very calm and at peace with his decision. His passing was peaceful, as we listened to his favorite music, had a laugh, and talked about life as if it was just another day. They appreciated SaSu and any friends they had along the way. They're at peace now, so if you find a feather on your walks, it's from Weedico, pick it up, he's sending you a goodbye, those of you that loved them most of all.

Just opened the forum again

I remember being so attached to this thread, Weedico seemed like such a good person.

If I could I'd probably hug all the people on this forum, all victims of this shit of a world we live in.

I saw that his profile was last active on September 11, 2023, someone must have taken his phone or something and logged in, something I hope will never happen to me if I ever CTB

 

[Adûnâi]

I was picking up crow feathers all August 2023. And I never saw this thread. Very cute, RiP^^