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t0rch

t0rch

(´▽`)
Mar 29, 2023
36
I lived an ordinary life, nothing too awful happened to me. It's funny that it's going to end soon.
There's a bottomless pit inside me. All the good things that ever happened to me fall right through.
I've tried, I really did. I'm tired now. I'm going to bed.
It's all okay now, now that it could all end.

11:30 3*200mg ibuprofen
11:45 3*10mg metoclopramide
- crush up diazepam and mix with warm water into drinkable solution
12:00 apply orajel to tongue
12:15 prepare SN drink. 25mg in 78ml warm water. Two cups.
12:20 drink diazepam solution
12:30 SN drink

I feel nothing. Perhaps it means I'm ready.

Disclaimer: I will not be providing any insight into the method or any sources.
 
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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
15
I hope you find everything that you have been looking for my friend
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Member
Dec 2, 2024
122
@t0rch I enjoyed your presence here. Hope you find everything you're looking for. 🕊️
 
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OTanerd

Member
Jan 15, 2025
36
I hope you feel better wherever you go.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
232
I hope you can find the peace and happiness you're looking for.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
622
Whatever happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,835
I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

idelttoilfsadness21

I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
Jan 6, 2025
434
Rest in peace, firefighter! You will always be a firefly in my eyes <3 I didn't know you long, but soon I shall :'))
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,571
Peace on your journey <3
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence, Invisible and Abandoned
Apr 29, 2024
499
you can always change your mind

methyl blue is the antidote if you've already had it and changed your mind

<3 for the friend I never met. I'm so sorry life has been so hard.

i wish i had known why you were sad. so sorry things have been so hard, perhaps you'll change your mind.

:aw:🤗
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
283
i hope you find peace!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,706
Hope you find peace soon and that your transition to non existence is as peaceful as possible
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,519
wishing you peace and relief no matter what 🫂🫂🤍
 
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Warkman1

Warkman1

Member
Jan 10, 2025
78
Wishing you peace, tranquility and a smooth passing ♥️
 
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alltoomuch2

alltoomuch2

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,043
I lived an ordinary life, nothing too awful happened to me. It's funny that it's going to end soon.
There's a bottomless pit inside me. All the good things that ever happened to me fall right through.
I've tried, I really did. I'm tired now. I'm going to bed.
It's all okay now, now that it could all end.

11:30 3*200mg ibuprofen
11:45 3*10mg metoclopramide
- crush up diazepam and mix with warm water into drinkable solution
12:00 apply orajel to tongue
12:15 prepare SN drink. 25mg in 78ml warm water. Two cups.
12:20 drink diazepam solution
12:30 SN drink

I feel nothing. Perhaps it means I'm ready.

Disclaimer: I will not be providing any insight into the method or any sources.
I hope things go peacefully for you. ♥️♥️🫂
 
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franzhype

franzhype

tired
Aug 30, 2024
21
Good luck and peace in your journey, sending hugs! 🫂💙
 
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bigbang33

Whats comin will come an well meet it when it does
May 28, 2024
45
Sending hugs and wishing you peace 🫂❤️
 
parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
96
love and peace </3
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence, Invisible and Abandoned
Apr 29, 2024
499
bye t0rch. haven't heard or seen a reaction from you in a while. :aw:

looks like the AI that monitors SaSu posts can classify you as a High Risk User ;-;

I'm glad you are no longer suffering. The world is so terrible sometimes. I'm so sorry.
 
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CTBsteve

CTBsteve

Member
Dec 14, 2024
16
I hope you're okay, wherever you are, sorry I couldn't be here when you were posting
 
OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
259
Belated goodbye T0rch, peace and love be with you. All the best :hug:
 

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