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LastRide

LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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@Runrunaway, yes, you are one of them and I will be forever grateful for your support, in every possible sense, you have kind of "saved" my life and my future ctb ! Sounds absurd, doesn't it? But then life is absurd...and death the only rational outcome ! Big hugs and thanks to you ! And yep...the .357 Magnum is my weapon of choice, I was not sure about it until we started talking, but now I love that gun even more than before, it's my baby !
 
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color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
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that gives you a great feeling of comfort and peace.
To know that YOU have the greatest control over your own destiny.

This has been expressed many times by many different people on this forum.
Gives you a will to continue on living,
by knowing you can give this shitty world the middle finger at a moments notice if need be..
 
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LastRide

LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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To know that YOU have the greatest control over your own destiny.

This has been expressed many times by many different people on this forum.
Gives you a will to continue on living,
by knowing you can give this shitty world the middle finger at a moments notice if need be..
EXACTLY ! Give life that middle finger whenever it starts to piss you off beyond repair !
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
503
I have always wanted to be brave like you Winston. You were my first person to ctb, and I never forgot your words
 

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