No One

No One

Member
Mar 24, 2019
66
I reached the last of my cup so I'm gonna take the pills right now and go. Wish me luck and strength. I called my ex 5 minutes ago and I listened to her voice without talking. It made me emotional. I wished that I could save the world but I didn't could save myself. Goodbye people. And ah about telling my family should I message my dad that I did suicide?
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
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Man... Please don't get angry with me for asking... Is the loss of your relationship the main reason you've felt as bad as you do?
 
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No One

No One

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Mar 24, 2019
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Man... Please don't get angry with me for asking... Is the loss of your relationship the main reason you've felt as bad as you do?
No for sure it was 5 years ago. But I didn't had another relationship since then. I still have some feelings for her
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

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May 31, 2018
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No for sure it was 5 years ago. But I didn't had another relationship since then. I still have some feelings for her

You guys ended your relationship 5 years ago, but you've kept having feelings for her, is that right? And tonight you called her cell to hear her voice? I get that. Especially at times like this it can feel bitterly good to get close to people we used to love/who used to love us. Are you close with your folks? Do you live alone?
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Peace/hugs❤️
 
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No One

No One

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Mar 24, 2019
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You guys ended your relationship 5 years ago, but you've kept having feelings for her, is that right? And tonight you called her cell to hear her voice? I get that. Especially at times like this it can feel bitterly good to get close to people we used to love/who used to love us. Are you close with your folks? Do you live alone?
No I had a very good time with my friends yesterday. I'm sociable those days
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,782
No I had a very good time with my friends yesterday. I'm sociable those days

I'm happy to PM if you'd prefer... May I ask why you feel as bad as you do?
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
699
Peace and smooth ride...
 
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No One

No One

Member
Mar 24, 2019
66
No man thank you. I took my pills
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,228
I hope you find the peace we are all looking for. :hug: :heart: :hug::heart:
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Sending you lots of love. We are here for you.
 
lavenderlungs

lavenderlungs

Member
Nov 16, 2019
17
wishing you comfort and warmth. hoping you find the peace you're looking for with ease.

:heart:
 
TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I wish you happiness and freedom
 
Essence

Essence

Nothingness is the beginning of Everything.
Nov 7, 2019
203
Peace my friend :heart:
 
passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
May peace be with you wherever you are.
 
Rotten thing

Rotten thing

Member
Nov 14, 2019
34
I feel that I have to say this, with suicide you only have one option that is to die. Yet if you choose to keep on living then your OPTIONS are various. You may find peace, love, pleasure and happiness. Your life may get much more complicated than what it already is. You never really know but it is all up to you. Your are not alone in this battle we, here, got your back man and we do care about you. I really hope you call an ambulance or a family member to get immediate help. Life could surprise you when you least expect it to.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Some people, like me, like our option to get the hell out of Dodge.

Sure, I COULD fine peace, love, etc. But, after dying, I'll more than likely not even know what I've missed or what effects it has on family/friends.

Yeah, I'm an asshole. Get over it.
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Going to cause some controversy here for sure. Is a goodbye thread really the time and place to do an intervention? Really??!! This is a pro-choice board. Support the member in their choice. He could have called a hotline if he wanted to be talked out of it.
 
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eSpJon

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Oct 17, 2019
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Going to cause some controversy here for sure. Is a goodbye thread really the time and place to do an intervention? Really??!! This is a pro-choice board. Support the member in their choice. He could have called a hotline if he wanted to be talked out of it.
yeah, lets not turn it into suicide prevention just to virtue signal when we dont even know his situation

lets trust more individuals ability to evaluate their own life
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
Later, buddy. Glad you were able to hear her voice before you left. Hope everything went smoothly.
 
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Hangm4n

Hangm4n

Consciousness & awareness
Nov 17, 2019
73
Good bye, genuinely hope you find the peace you've looked for. And I hope the exit is as peaceful and pain free as it possibly can be
 

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