It's almost 11:00. It's almost time for me to go. I would continue but I don't think what I have the doctors can fix without me being thrown into an asylum. And it's weird because like everyone thinks I'm completely normal and healthy. No one suspects anything.
Here's what happening: My left eye has floaters and all sorts of problems now, my brain feels like it's pushing against my head or something, last night I felt the weirdest sensation where the left part of my brain felt extremely cool, the back of my head feels really cool these days, last night when I slept all sort of things happened where I randomly became extremely aware, I got angrier while almost asleep but I didn't act on it. My tongue and the back of my throat gets pricks now. The back of my head is stiffening up and it's harder to turn my eyes left and right now. I have all sorts of problems now and it's all my fault.
Anyways, I'm gonna do it outside while my family is here. They think I'm fine but nobody knows anything. I'll just tell them I went to the library. "I'll spend the whole day there." And it closes at 9:00 P.M.
And I recently was learning things about myself. I realized why I messed up my life the way I did but it's too late to change it. Hopefully when I die I can go to all the realities I've ever wanted. I hope you guys get whatever you wanted in life and things always go your way. Or at the very least you get to die peacefully.
This won't be updated, my phone doesn't have service. My method is SN. I just took Tums 30 mins ago. Take care.
Here's what happening: My left eye has floaters and all sorts of problems now, my brain feels like it's pushing against my head or something, last night I felt the weirdest sensation where the left part of my brain felt extremely cool, the back of my head feels really cool these days, last night when I slept all sort of things happened where I randomly became extremely aware, I got angrier while almost asleep but I didn't act on it. My tongue and the back of my throat gets pricks now. The back of my head is stiffening up and it's harder to turn my eyes left and right now. I have all sorts of problems now and it's all my fault.
Anyways, I'm gonna do it outside while my family is here. They think I'm fine but nobody knows anything. I'll just tell them I went to the library. "I'll spend the whole day there." And it closes at 9:00 P.M.
And I recently was learning things about myself. I realized why I messed up my life the way I did but it's too late to change it. Hopefully when I die I can go to all the realities I've ever wanted. I hope you guys get whatever you wanted in life and things always go your way. Or at the very least you get to die peacefully.
This won't be updated, my phone doesn't have service. My method is SN. I just took Tums 30 mins ago. Take care.
