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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
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Thank you for all of the good wishes, and for the amazing community. You have all been a great help in many ways.

I'm a little scared, but I can only hope that it feels like when I did dmt. A warm, comforting feeling.

Also mods, pls don't ban me until after 2ish hours of my final post, I'm scared that I'll fail and won't be able to get advice here.

I've done 2 days of 20mg of meto 3x. I'm taking Zoltan now, and I'll take meto in 20 min. I've also fasted for 8 hours
 
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Worndown

Visionary
Mar 21, 2019
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Good journey
 
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okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
i wish you safe travel and the peace you deserved.
 
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Disintegration

Life is a terminal sexually transmitted disease.
Sep 28, 2019
190
Be at peace
 
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Dubs

I exist without my consent.
Aug 16, 2018
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Safe travels.
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
Just took my meto. Soon
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
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May your journey be safe, peaceful..... may you find ultimate peace.. Good Night to you friend....
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
10 more minutes until I take it
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
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Its been 20 minutes since you took the meto... your still with us..how are you feeling?
10 more minutes until I take it
How are you taking? In capsules or in water?
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
Its been 20 minutes since you took the meto... your still with us..how are you feeling?

How are you taking? In capsules or in water?
With water. Thanks for being here
 
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Sep 27, 2019
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Love
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
Taking it now. Goodbye everyone
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
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Your welcome... we are here with you.... sometime a Goodbye will come up and we aren't on....I hate missing peoples CTB... Cause its an honor to be with someone at thier chosen time...
 
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sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
624
I really want it to work as planned for you.
 
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Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
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Can u keep us posted? How do you feel?
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
Almost threw up upon drinking it
Feel pretty normal
 
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Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
What was the taste like?
 
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Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
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May peace be with you.
 
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ALiflessDreamerOtaku

Just a hopeless dreamer
Sep 30, 2019
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peace with u ma man
Safe and peaceful journey
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
Ok beautiful soul... if anything changes let us know. .... its been 10 min.. otherwise .... may your departure be safe & peaceful...
 
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Sep 30, 2019
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All the best. Wish it was me
 
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everydaygetsworse

New Member
Oct 3, 2019
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May your journey be peaceful...
 
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Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
Hope you're at peace.
 
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The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
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GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
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Safe travels. RIP
 
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au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
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Good luck, I wish you peace. You are so brave.
 
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Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Goodbye friend. You will be sorely missed. Although this is a forum about suicide and condoning such an action is the basis behind our continuity, it's still sad to see one of us go.

You will never be forgotten. Your memory will forever live on with all of us here. I wish I could have helped you. Hell, I wish I could help all of us.

So I just wish you safe travels. We all love you.

Sending hugs.
 
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Taetre

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I hope you found peace and it was a safe travel. Love.
 
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