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Reuthry

Reuthry

I just want a way out.
Dec 16, 2023
200
I will CTB tomorrow. I hope that I will be dead after 5:50 AM EST this wednesday (tomorrow). I will probably be online until 2:30 AM tomorrow, the reason I wrote this earlier is to make sure that I can post the thread, I don't know, everything could happen so I couldn't post this. Anyway. After that time I will go offline and I hope that I won't come back lol. I have things to do after that hour, going to log out from my accounts, gotta encrypt then delete my files, reflash the OS on my phone... And finally, kill myself :)

I am happy actually. I will find peace. I wanted to CTB for a long time and finally it will happen. I will make sure that I will die this time. My method is night-night and if I fail it will be probably caused by placing the bags incorrectly and if that happens I will try until I succeed. If the moderators are reading this, please ban me if I don't go online in 3 days.

I want to thank everyone here. This place was so special, I have met so many wonderful people. Being here really helped me, I am sure that I could go insane or something if I weren't here. You know, we can't really talk about our problems with people who are not experiencing these. I am glad I joined this place. I hope everyone can find peace no matter what they choose to do.

As I said I will be online for some time more as I said I posted this thread earlier so I can edit it if I feel the need to. And um, I guess that's all. Thank you so much everyone. Farewell...πŸ‘‹
-Reuthry
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
I hope you find the peace you're looking for, best of luck!
 
hexd

hexd

I draw with silver, and it turns red.
May 3, 2023
45
congratulations and good luck! :)
 
Dliena

Dliena

πš‚πš‚ π™ΌπšŽπš–πš‹πšŽπš› π™½πš˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Peace eternal for you!
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,212
I wish you all the best. I'm sorry life brought you to this place. I hope you find peace.
 
natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
189
Good luck, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. I wish you peace as well :)
 
Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
477
Best wishes. I'll raise a glass.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Good luck to you Reuthry, I hope you can find your peace and freedom ❀️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,848
Farewell, I hope that you find the peace you search for, best of luck in your plans.
 
G

Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
I hope you find peace. Good luck!!
 
kittyswift

kittyswift

getting tired even for a phoenix..
Sep 29, 2023
215
sorry to see you go :( but best wishes 🩷 i hope everything goes smoothly
 
Cyndaquil

Cyndaquil

Need Peace
Dec 2, 2023
63
Hope everything goes according to plan. Best wishes and find peace
 
Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
I admit I've gotten somewhat attached to your presence. I hope you aren't going to leave in pain.

If you think you want to back out, don't be afraid to. Many of us have done that and anyone who shames you for that is an unempathetic asshat
 
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-Pain-

-Pain-

Member
Oct 14, 2023
47
Whatever you decide to do, i hope you find peace πŸ«‚
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I hope you find peace
 
Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
210
I hope you find everlasting peace, I wish you the best. Farewell! πŸ’œ
 
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wildbluekiss

wildbluekiss

i don't have a map for where i am now
Jan 22, 2024
74
you're one of the people who approached me first here… lying if this post doesn't ache me. but you know what, imagining the more peaceful and happier youβ€”that matters the most for me, my pleasure seeing you off. good night, love! i wish you well and please wait for me on the other side! πŸ’Œ
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
192
Sleepy Good Night GIF by Extreme Improv
 
Reuthry

Reuthry

I just want a way out.
Dec 16, 2023
200
I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.
 
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boddibo

boddibo

bot
Dec 19, 2023
5,292
Don't be sorry that you failed, it happens a lot. It's a relief you don't have physical damage, I hope next time will be the one for you.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.
No need to be sorry. You are fortunate enough to not have sustained damage. I hope you can find your peace soon ❀️
 
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everyone_adores_you

everyone_adores_you

At least I do
Jun 19, 2023
13
I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.
Don't be sorry ! Nobody here will judge you for that, please know that you're always welcome among us.
 
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