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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
125
Like mentioned multiple times today, im finally doing it tonight, after my parents go to sleep. I've been thinking about this for a while,with no particular date in mind, but after all the events that have happened to me today, im deciding to do it. If im being honest, I feel like I might survive this. But with me most likely not getting caught, I also might successfully die. We'll just have to see. If I survive, ill come back and fill you guys in (if im not in a MH). But if this does work, thank you to everyone who has responded or even just reacted to my posts, and thank you for the continued support and guidance. I really love SaSu and the community here. Goodbye, everyone
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

Student
Feb 24, 2026
105
hope you find your peace.
 
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TooMuchHasHappened

Member
Apr 6, 2026
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I'm new on here, and haven't come across any of your posts before, but I just came across this so thought I'd post a comment. It really saddens me to read things like this, but some kind of trauma has brought you here and to this point, as it has done to me, so I understand. Life has brought all of us here. Most people have good lives, then there's us, I hope you make the right decision for you whatever happens. I'll hopefully find peace myself soon and not have to suffer anymore, I've had enough now. I'm going to sleep soon, not forever unfortunately, so I will be back, I hope you are still here tomorrow too, I will check back in. If not, I understand, and I sincerely wish you all the best and hope you find peace and not have to suffer any longer.
 
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lostallhope85

Member
Mar 24, 2026
12
Good luck on your journey
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
74
I've liked seeing your posts here, I hope you find peace in whatever comes next.. I'm sorry it has come to this :-( đź«‚
 
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Bikishii

Bikishii

yeah yeah whatever
Mar 12, 2026
37
Whatever happens to you, I wish you peace đź«‚
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Twink Death

Member
Apr 7, 2026
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In case it doesn't work we can brainstorm a better foolproof method. Keep us updated.
 
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BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
228
Wishing the best for you and a peaceful passing if you go through with it.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
201
I hope you find peace,good luck.
Wishing you all the best
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
617
I wish you well, Lulu. Hope things get better for you and you come back. Either way, I hope you find peace.
 

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