goodbye everyone

[feels_like_rain]

I wish you peace

 

[whitefeather]

Thank you.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

See you on the other side soon.

 

[DreamSurfer]

Hope that you found peace and all of your suffering has been washed away.

 

[Regen]

I read your posts and I am very sad how cruel your mother was. I understand that you cant stand it any longer. Maybe you could recover, but I know the way is very long. I understand your decision.

I wish you eternal love and deep peace!

You know, If you want to wait a little longer you are every time welcome!

 

[purplehearted]

Just an update, i got caught and hospitalised bc my mum found out from my bank statements that i was in a hotel and called and said she thought i was going to harm myself. The ambulance came, my SN got taken away and i just got out of the hospital, they wanted me to go to inpatient and i said i'll go to a different hospital with my mum bc i have private healthcare. But i didn't go i just ran away and now i'm really scared that i'll be taken away by force I'm sad this happened… I wanted to be gone by now

 

[İnilerim]

Oof, this really sucks =(
Do you think you'll be able to aquire SN again?
I don't know in which country you're based, but as long as you don't openly admit to having concrete plans to CTB they shouldn't be able to forcefully take you away.

 

[Regen]

Oh fuck. I am very sorry. It's difficult for me to say something because english ist not my first language. Do you have a friend where you can go? They cant Lock you for a longer time. But I know every day in hospital can be horror. I think you have to go away from your mother. Into another city, far far away, it seems she is toxic. You cant survive with toxic people around you. If you want to ctb as soon as possible, make sure your method is safe. Bei aware that they can find you with your handy. I hope ans wish you can find a safe place for you. Maybe suicide. Maybe a good hospital far away from your toxic mother. I am thinking of you!

 

[purplehearted]

Oof, this really sucks =(
Do you think you'll be able to aquire SN again?
I don't know in which country you're based, but as long as you don't openly admit to having concrete plans to CTB they shouldn't be able to forcefully take you away.

My SN source is sold out till January :( I got the last of it. I'm in australia so it's very hard to acquire you need a license for it. I told them that i don't have plans but they found out abt my SN and said i'm hiding stuff and lying which made them more cautious

 

[Snatsbats]

How old are you if your mom is still able to see yoir bank account?

 

[conflagration]

Safe travels

 

[Pluto]

Oh boy, you poor thing!

I was thinking about you yesterday and had some ideas, but didn't want to disrupt your thread. Since you're still here I might as well pass on my thoughts.

Your mother's comments asking you to CTB are illegal and you should have rights in this situation. It also should count as domestic violence and you should be able to access a women's shelter or something. I can research this further if it's of interest.

I know the situation is a mess right now but there are ways to at least tide you over for the coming weeks. You deserve support.

 

[DreamSurfer]

I am very sorry to hear about the horrible situation that has happened to you! I hope that you can somehow find some support so that life doesn't have to be worse for you than it already is. Hoping for the best outcome for you!

 

[EndlessDespair]

How old are you if your mom is still able to see yoir bank account?

They alrdy said they're 21 in the main post.

Just an update, i got caught and hospitalised bc my mum found out from my bank statements that i was in a hotel and called and said she thought i was going to harm myself. The ambulance came, my SN got taken away and i just got out of the hospital, they wanted me to go to inpatient and i said i'll go to a different hospital with my mum bc i have private healthcare. But i didn't go i just ran away and now i'm really scared that i'll be taken away by force I'm sad this happened… I wanted to be gone by now

I'm so sorry it didn't turn out the way you wanted maybe the universe still has something you need to do.

I hope that you'll get another chance to be at peace

 

[SpiroSundae]

Just an update, i got caught and hospitalised bc my mum found out from my bank statements that i was in a hotel and called and said she thought i was going to harm myself. The ambulance came, my SN got taken away and i just got out of the hospital, they wanted me to go to inpatient and i said i'll go to a different hospital with my mum bc i have private healthcare. But i didn't go i just ran away and now i'm really scared that i'll be taken away by force I'm sad this happened… I wanted to be gone by now

oh sweetheart, I'm so so sorry. I'm sending all the love your way. I hope you're able to find peace.

 

[StolenLife]

I hope you are resting peacefully.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Sorry you got 5150'd. Wait until your of age to do it. That way your mother won't have access to your bank account

 

[Challu]

I wonder how it must feel to burden our families with our choice to CTB. It really must be the beginning of their hell on Earth.

 

[WaitingForMyRide]

I wonder how it must feel to burden our families with our choice to CTB. It really must be the beginning of their hell on Earth.

I count on that shit!