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evey8112

evey8112

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Jan 25, 2021
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I just can't do it anymore. I have gotten to the point where everything just feels numb and the love i have for my family is not even enough to keep me here anymore. I am tired of the nagging voice always there in the back of my head like a whisper reminding me of suicidal thoughts ect... My method is not SN as drinking poison is not for me. I will be driving to a parking garage and jumping off the top. A girl jumped few years ago also and died on impact. the chances of dying are high. I just cant do this anymore. Ill be leaving my apartment shortly.
 
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Shivali

Shivali

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Jun 9, 2022
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:Herz: May you find peace
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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I just can't do it anymore. I have gotten to the point where everything just feels numb and the love i have for my family is not even enough to keep me here anymore. I am tired of the nagging voice always there in the back of my head like a whisper reminding me of suicidal thoughts ect... My method is not SN as drinking poison is not for me. I will be driving to a parking garage and jumping off the top. A girl jumped few years ago also and died on impact. the chances of dying are high. I just cant do this anymore. Ill be leaving my apartment shortly.
How high is the top?
 
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The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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I just can't do it anymore. I have gotten to the point where everything just feels numb and the love i have for my family is not even enough to keep me here anymore. I am tired of the nagging voice always there in the back of my head like a whisper reminding me of suicidal thoughts ect... My method is not SN as drinking poison is not for me. I will be driving to a parking garage and jumping off the top. A girl jumped few years ago also and died on impact. the chances of dying are high. I just cant do this anymore. Ill be leaving my apartment shortly.
If you're heavier, gravity should embrace you faster & will more success? But I wish you could have something peaceful with your car CO... A guy told me he used a tube from the exhaust to the window?

I made a pool and the jump club were bunnies! I thought that I might overcome SI if I dressed as a giant pink rabbit, and hopped with a smile thinking of the news later. I hope it will give you a laugh...

And that you'll reach peace. 🌻 I wish I could hop with you.
10 story's falling onto concrete
I was told minimum 10. Sounds like you found one. 🐇 If it's too much you have other COol options.
 
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StolenLife

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Sep 19, 2022
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Farewell. I wish you peace.
 
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rioghbhardain

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Dec 23, 2020
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Much love. I embrace you. All the love you ever needed and were never shown. May you rest forever in peace!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand that it's hard to carry on existing when you are so tired of everything. Life can just be so cruel and painful. There seems to be no real relief from suffering in a life like this. I do envy those who have the courage for jumping, to me that method sounds rather terrifying. Goodbye, I wish you freedom.
 
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Felix007

I’m so done
Sep 12, 2022
137
Im too scared of such a violent death, but I hope you find eternal peace!
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

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Sep 5, 2022
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Jumping is incredibly brave - fair play. If you change your mind for whatever reason, we're all here for you. Otherwise, good luck and safe journeys <3
 
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DemonicAngel

DemonicAngel

Another brick in the wall.
Jan 21, 2021
84
I first want to say, it's okay to change your mind. It doesn't make you weak or a coward. There is no shame, after all our survival instinct is a bitch. Our mind and bodies are built to try to survive in any situation, so you will have to fight that instinct. Also we will be here to talk to if you need to vent.

On the other hand, if you succeed then I am so happy for you. May you find the peace and happiness you were lacking here. I hope your soul fly's with the moon and stars.
RIP
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 🙏
 
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Outandproud

Outandproud

Don’t send pm without asking first
Oct 17, 2021
174
Im so sorry.. 😞
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I hope you can go out with good thoughts in your head and may you find your tranquility and peace when you are through in this place.
 

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